Showing posts with label What de?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label What de?. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

I... hate you.

Tell me, what to do with these feelings?
Honestly, if non-college days are like this, what's going to happen on college days?
*Rhetorical question, I don't wanna know the answer.

I hate this imbalance.
I hate this feelings.
I hate having to guess and think too much.

Seriously, why did I born to be a girl?
I think too freaking much.
At least if I was born a guy, I need not be thinking 24/7.
Especially things that can complicate matters.

You know, I tried my best. My freaking very best.
At listening to the best friend. Yeah, he's so much fun to hang out with.
AND YET. I don't remember a single conversation I had with him.
Not a word he said. Not a freaking moment with him.
Why so kelian one?!

ARGHHHHH!! I hate this. 
I blame you. with my whole heart :(

The best part is... the entire joke is on me. :(

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

I beg you.

Please don't start if you're not going to see it through.
I don't want to be the one hanging DX

Lord God, Almighty God, Lord Jesus, my friend and Saviour.
I haven't been a good follower nor a friend to you lately...
And honestly, if you're granting my prayers of last year now,
Please please please stay with me. No, make me stay with you.
I cannot go through this alone.

I'm scared and terrified of the outcome.
I want to think I'm overreacting, but I fear the opposite is true x_x

Don't think too much, but what's there not to think?
I'm quite... disturbed Dx

Boo hooooooooo T_T

Monday, February 25, 2013

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Numbness

Wah lao.

I can't believe you -_-

Nevermind, you do what you want, I don't feel like arguing anymore.
Truth to be told, I wanted friends. And it's like less like that liao.

Meh. So I don't care about you no more wheeeee~

I'm DONE.

Real Life, I know I'm lagging behind, chill eh? ;)
Coming to you very soon lol.

Edit:


Why on Earth can't I tell this straight in the face (phone screen)?
It's stupid. Like being a hypocrite. Well now.

I'm considering to ask if my previous members will join me in the 2nd gen.
Tho I'm in the first one. hmph, I won't leave. I don't want to. Not another time.

Better be here where they're more relaxed.
Sure, I'll have to start over, but it can be done. Right now I'm just... annoyed.
BAH!!

PS. This is random bullshivit.

Don't listen to my rants.

***
I've many projects, it just consumes me D:
Especially Maths for Technology omgosh!

Pn. TAN I miss you so bad D: D: D:
sigh, gotta step up my game or else I'm screwed.
Seriously screwed.

whopeee~!
-__-

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Oh no.

Shoot.

He came back.

Just when I had given up and gone back to reality.
Sigh. I don't want this. I really DON'T.

Tired as a horse.
Yet I still gotta work myself.

To be very honest, when I saw the message,
the thought of deleting the game appeared.
And it's still there.

I think I may come down with a fever lol.
My stomach's churning, and I'm dreading it.
Like I did something wrong, but truthfully, there's nothing wrong. At all.

Sigh.
How I wish I can just fall asleep and forget about my promise.
I would do it, just go to sleep, pretending.

But I can't. My assignment's waiting.

Lord God help me. I'm dying here D;

lol. Goodbye for now.

Friday, November 16, 2012

Rotten Tomatoes



Rotten, rotten, ROTTEN!!

Yeah, it looks red and ripe inside,
but the truth is, it's rotten!!!

And I hate it.  This feeling of rotteness.
Hello, since when did I feel this way? I don't know.

But I must remember that sleeping at 4am, sleeping in,
then playing xBox in the morning and later not having dinner
is the recipe for a disasterous feeling.

But other than that, I just feel like not...
not becoming 'ripe'. Or happy lmao.

I mean, it's ironic. I shouldn't put an xD face or
:D face when I don't mean it. Like seriously! Such a hypocrite.

Yet, I can't bring myself to not do that. Why? I don't know.

I feel like I wanna laugh, but there's no joke to tell/listen.
I feel like I don't wanna talk, but I want people to talk to me.

What a conflict! lmao.
*sigh* okay, I'm gonna go off. See you when I see you.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Hate Fact #1

If I had known how little it was [to you],
I would've never done it [in the first place].
Since it's "tiny" enough [that there's no need to argue about it],
Then it just means I've wasted my half Saturday.

So thanks a lot [for telling me this when it's too late].

[So useless].

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Post-Valentine's Day

Well, love is in the air, for everyone...


Traffic Lights as well...
Serious, no prank.



Turn right for love? :3
Or your love awaits you on the right? XD

*Eitherway, it was turn right to avoid traffic jam's love XD

And that includes me :)
Yes, it's true.

I feel love as well.

Love for myself studies.
==

I think my lovely college is up to something.
Because apparently, we had an exam...

No, sorry.
Valentine's Day was smack in the middle of my exams ==

So I was in college almost the whole day,
lovin' my books...

On another note, Whitney Houston passed away recently...
So I had to mention her cause I wanted to use one of her song lyrics.

AND IIIIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS
LOOOOOOOVEEE YOOOOOOOUUUUUU!!
*to my notes/books/study materials* ==


*sigh*
Saddening.
I would've prefered to stay home play games -_____-

XBOX REVIVAL: SUCCESSFUL!!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Baking!!

This is becoming a habit.
Looks like I'm going to start baking on Fridays, every 3pm. lol
Anyways, I was looking for something different today.

So while looking for a vanilla cake recipe, (or something like that),
I ended up with my Christmas Chocolate Mud Cake sketch:

I just wonder if I'd have enough space on the cake for this simple deco XD
I certainly hope so! :x

So anyways, I found the recipe and went to work on it.
But instead of vanilla, I made just a simple fluffy butter cake :D

Have you ever seen such golden cake before?
*no, I did NOT add any colouring rofl!

It looked ultimately awesome, I tell you.
Cause the outside of the cake was actually brown, so when I cut it,
I was so surprised that there was this golden colour inside XD

Plain awesomeness, I tell ya :D


Cake #2:

Actually, it was the same with the cake last week.
The only thing was, I used a different chocolate bar for the frosting.
Last week's bar was dark chocolate.
This week is milk chocolate.

The result: the frosting was kinda sweet (I didn't add any sugar!)
but it sorta matched the dark denseness of the cake.
(oh yesh, guess who couldn't wait for the frosting to sit? :P
- Answer: My Mum XD Yeah, not me rofl.)

I suppose if you wanted a nice balance between sweet and dark chocolate,
this is the combination to go.
If you wanted just dark all the way, then dark chocolate frosting is the best choice.

It all boils down to one's general preference :)

Closing pic!

Yeah, I should've used the Meringues to see if the design can fit :/
Well, I still have the cool snowman, so when the whole thing sits,
I can measure it :D

Now all I have to worry about is my homework!
... and more collegemates asking about the cake I'm supposed to bring for everyone :x

Monday, November 14, 2011

Of Getting Blamed :(

Wow, I don't know what to say.

It's kind of upsetting, being blamed but not sure if and should I take the blame for it.

I know it's a rat race and all that,
but I can't say that it was entirely my fault.

There were so many parties, yet...
*sigh*

What I'm talking about,
is the very first group presentation that occured, less than 4 hours ago.

The lecturer gave us all 2 weeks to come up with the presentation.
I had 7 people in my group, including me.
I know, not everyone could follow my pace...
even though I'm not even the leader.
Most of us started 2 weeks ago.
And with some of us lagging,
we only managed to put everything together TODAY.

It's GROUPWORK.
Everyone is expected to contribute... yet...

The thing is, I wouldn't have minded if we were the first group to present.
We were the last.

And we took (I believe) 30 minutes to finish our presentation.
Unfortunately, right after us, the lecturer closed the time,
and 3 more groups didn't have a chance to present their stuff.
(All groups were supposed to present for 15 minutes max)

The thing is, with the amount of time that we took up,
I supposed one more group COULD HAVE presented.
But you know what?

We also couldn't be blamed, cause the first 20 minutes was a stagnant
period of time waiting to be filled... but nobody went up to present.

I wanted that slot, but one of us had to go back home to
get their computer for their missing file slide.
And we couldn't just present with one missing member =_=;

Ahhh... it's such a headache.

I feel really bad, cause the ones who didn't get to present
lost 10% of their marks.
Was it my fault? I think so.
But! BUT! BUT!! It wasn't entirely my fault.

And I do still feel guilty about them.
It's like, I'm directly responsible for that :(

So... *sigh*

Things would've been better
IF everyone got their act together and not at the last minute realized that the file wasn't sent.
IF everyone of my group were able to present the first time,
IF the other group just went ahead and presented their stuff.

It does suck when your body parts aren't coordinated.
The best thing was... I'm still here.
*sigh*

That's it, all I have to say.
I'll talk about the more enlightening parts next time.
When I'm not feeling so bad D:

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Another update!


Hey there! :D

Yup, it's been awhile, and if everything goes on smoothly,
I'll actually publish this post AT HOME.
(No, the internet isn't readily available yet - it still goes on when it wants to
and drops when it wants to.)

So... I'll just give you a better update with some photos to boot!

First of all:
Premier of The Three Musketeers @ Berjaya Times Square
If you had followed me on Twitter, you would know when.

If you didn't... well... the premier was on the 6th October 8D
Awesome, it was!!

The place where we collected the tickets, were these:

 3 Musketeers!!!... errr... what's that lady over there doing?? lol

 with the Fencing Organization from... Subang? I think??


yeah...

Then I got them tickets!!

Wooo HOOO!!
*oh, there's a lady there lol.
Eh, wait a minute, why is there 4 people? o_o

After that, I wash my specs *cause I needed to see clearly lol
and then we entered the cinema.

I think my family was the most excited of all the viewers there O_O

We apparently were the first to line up and the first to grab our 3D glasses
and the first to grab our free seating o.o

errr yeah, lol.

The movie was AWESOME!!
But seriously, I think it lacked the logical factor :/
Still... it was pretty funny and fantastic!

Go watch, if you have the chance!!

Secondly:

On the 8th of October...
This happened:

 Yup, the car... met an accident... with the tree.

Actually, it's the tree that got an accident with the car.
Because that Saturday, there was a storm and all, so the tree fell on the car, across the road.
Yes, people. Read: The tree fell on the car from across the road =.=;;

So now, it's still in repair :/
Expensive repair.

Thirdly:

On Saturday, the 15th:

I made a chocolate cake :9

But the best part of it was actually, the chocolate swirl! Yummehhh!!

 Ohhhh look at that *drools*

 So...
AWESOMELY FANTASTICALLY FABULOUS!!
And... it's made of 50% unsweeted cocoa powder and 50% butter.
READ: NO SUGAR OR MILK.

*bittttterrrrrrr*

But at least the cake wasn't!

 Oh yeah! Final product!

Unfortunately, it was too sweet (frosting)
I accidentally put too much sugar, following the American-styled recipe :x

The cake is Fabulous, though.
The first time ever it came out wonderfully moist and dense :9

Fourthly:


In college:
The Mehregan Festival :D
There were dancing, and musical entertainment and lots of things.
Unfortunately, I only have a pic to let you see... That too, only the stage :/
Sorry! I was too far back :/

Fifthly:

I paid a visit to a tall building in KL :D

Wonderful view, right? :D
Loved the view! <3


Sixthly:

No pic for this, sorry!
I've updated my iPhone 4 to iOS 5 :D

That's the good news. The bad news is, it was done in college,
so all the Apps weren't synced and so that means...

I've lost ALL my Contacts.
If you have my number, please send me an SMS with just your name.
I'll add you in :)

Thank you!!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Volkswagen Das Auto Show 2011

So, 10th September 2011, we one family went to Church, Central in OUG
and then made a trip to the DOME. In Bukit Jalil :D

Mum was super duper excited about going in to see the dome.
It was 4 storeys high and every thing. (and white) :o

So when we arrived, the sky was threatening to rain.
And there was a very long queue. I think it was about a few metres long :o
Or maybe it was about 50 metres long? Can't remember :/

Dome, shot 1


Random shot

Dome, shot 2

Somewhere in the between, these cars passed by:









Yea MAN!! *going into full VW spirit now* XD XD

Oh wait, I hadn't mentioned what's exactly going on, right? lol
Here it is:


Yup. Read that XD
*Although, I'm pretty much lost here cause of my inability to actually tell
cars (or car brands from the actual model) apart :/

It's like, I don't belong. AT ALL :'(
Anyways...


Yup, me putting that camera away just cause...
The batteries died :'(

So... iPhone 4 to the rescueeeee!! lololololol


Dad and his umbrella lol

PS: People who brought umbrellas left them at the entrance of the Dome
because unbrellas weren't allowed in.

And the staff who were taking care of the queuing people gave
these people's umbrellas to the waiting people who didn't bring their umbrellas :/
Okay...

We saw this when we were close enough :D


Almost in the Domeee!!

We entered, one whole family, and the guard stopped the people right behind us. lol
We barely made it through the entrance; or else we've got to wait lol

After that, we went to get our hands chopped...
No, not the saw-chopped with all the blood dripping everywhere D: D:

Chopped with ink ;)

With the Volkswagen logo! <3

The... uhm... railing :D

Oh yes, we were queuing again.

That's all we did, 60% of the time. Queuing :/
So while waiting to go in, we snapped photos :D

Volkswagen, that is SO TRUE.
Wish it was the same for the price :'(



Oh yeah. When I had an awesome view of this
*read: uninterrupted with other Volkswagen fans who treated this like a statue in Spain
I caught it on camera :D :D

See?! I got proof I was there, MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

I don't know what made us to do this.
Honestly. Can you guess whose hand belongs to who?
Hint: Dad, Mum, Sis and I were there :D

Another hand shot!
Continue guessing... ;D

After this queue, we came to a room where you can buy Volkswagen shirts and
other accessories with the Volkswagen logo...

... while waiting for your turn at the queue to the next room. lol

OR you can try these awesome Volkswagen toys-like-arcade game booth
to see what handling a real Volkswagen is like ;)

Which WE ALL did lol.
And nope, none of the other people queuing up wanted to drive a Volkswagen.
They probably don't know that it was free... or just couldn't be bothered lol.


Mum went first.
She was driving quite well... better than all of us put together lol
Cause we all "crashed" the car one or twice :/


Yeah, that's me.
See the screen?
Yup, I was driving ze Golf 8D

By this time, I had taken control of my sister's camera, so in addition to the waiting queue,
I have a shot of this:


Yes, the waiting queue through my sister's lens haha XD

Okay, back to the stimulation-driving a Volkswagen Golf.


Then my sis took over lol


Lastly, my Dad :D

After that, we thanked the guy in charge of that arcade thing and went to join the queue.

After 15 minutes or so, I got tired, so left the queue to take some interesting photos:

Yes, this little miniature cars are interesting...

It's already overdue, so I'll let the photos do the talking:

Waiting for the crowd... in line rofl

We entered another room, and there was ANOTHER LINE.
WTTuut

Yup, the queue was formed like a snake.
With three... ...lines.


Like this <3

And so the Autoshow started.
*I didn't take any videos, so the Youtube one actually belongs to my sis on my account.



After proudly showing off the Volkswagen candies, I mean, cars,
they had an exhibition at the other side of the room lol.

Ze famous Volkswagen Golf with Mum...
wait, it's Mum with the famous Volkswagen Golf. My bad, sorry.

Yesh, this was what it looked like inside...

The name speaks for itself

This is the most yummy car there was to eat with your eyes.
Unfortunately with the level of air pollution and jam in the streets of KL,
there's no way this would be a wonderfully practical car.


Awesome shot!!


The Eos, from the inside...


Imagine... sitting there...
and then a head turn around, and you see ME at the wheeeeeel!
:D
->Perasan-edness to the maxxx, learnt from chele :P


Another shot at the Eos


Backassed shot *drools*


From the sides... okay, even I jelak adyyy
My sis must have loved it to the maxxxx lol






-no comment-

Sis's strange angle.
Or was it mine?? lol

4 wheel drives were there, too!

View from the exit lol

Mum with the Eos.
I think she luvvvvsss that car lots!!


->End pic lol.

It was an educated trip to the Autoshow lol