Thank you♥

Thank you very much for being there for me when I totally, totally need it.
And for carving out the way when all I see is a thick smog that can take me out of my path.

But most of all, thank you for bringing me back to God.
I'm still lacking in many areas, but this ONE problem would take me back
(if not permanently, at least for some time)... hopefully hehe.

The road is tough and winding, with many obstacles...
but I don't plan to dwell too much on them. I want to move on.

There isn't anything for me now; so when the time comes,
I'll trust Him to act out His plan for me ♥

Bottomline: Thank you very much! :D

PS. Bloggie, I'm still working on the guitar, so sorry, no makeover for you :/
Oh well :p

Blog Skin

ﾔﾍﾞ!!
ﾜｽﾚﾀ!!
ｳﾜｱｱ､ｺﾞﾒﾅｻｲﾖ!

ﾃﾞｷﾅｲﾃﾞｽ T_T

I... hate you.

Tell me, what to do with these feelings?

Honestly, if non-college days are like this, what's going to happen on college days?

*Rhetorical question, I don't wanna know the answer.

I hate this imbalance.

I hate this feelings.

I hate having to guess and think too much.

Seriously, why did I born to be a girl?

I think too freaking much.

At least if I was born a guy, I need not be thinking 24/7.

Especially things that can complicate matters.

You know, I tried my best. My freaking very best.

At listening to the best friend. Yeah, he's so much fun to hang out with.

AND YET. I don't remember a single conversation I had with him.

Not a word he said. Not a freaking moment with him.

Why so kelian one?!

ARGHHHHH!! I hate this. 

I blame you. with my whole heart :(

The best part is... the entire joke is on me. :(

1 More Dayyyyy!

It's almost the end of the Semesterrrrr!!
Yahoo! Yahoooooooooo :D

I beg you.

Please don't start if you're not going to see it through.
I don't want to be the one hanging DX

Lord God, Almighty God, Lord Jesus, my friend and Saviour.
I haven't been a good follower nor a friend to you lately...
And honestly, if you're granting my prayers of last year now,
Please please please stay with me. No, make me stay with you.
I cannot go through this alone.

I'm scared and terrified of the outcome.
I want to think I'm overreacting, but I fear the opposite is true x_x

Don't think too much, but what's there not to think?
I'm quite... disturbed Dx

Boo hooooooooo T_T

Heart

I'm in BIG BIG BIG trouble.
My ♥ is in trouble T_T

Legoland!

Hey all!

Today's update is about Legoland :D
*Just to show you guys that you shouldn't worry about me.
A blog is just a place to let out some feelings,
and I'm not going to save on any of that lol

So we started at 5am in the morning from my workplace (ain't tell you where)
Then it was off for us in 3 cars whoopeee!!

At about 9amish we reached Johor, and then had breakfast (wan tan noodles), then we were off to Legoland yay!!

Then we reached Legoland at 10amish yay!

Honestly, I was excited! Didn't know what to expect, so here's a very good example of 'Expect the Unexpected"!! rofl.

Woo yeah, clearer shot!! :D

The entrance 8D

The admission ticket lol.

I was too lazy to snap shot the back portion.

You don't need it anyways.

We were in Legoland already now (11amish) and I got separated from the big group -_-

Well, I was snapping these awesome photos okay D:

What, a diver? :D

lol front view

One of the Legoland's Lego cities (I think KL?)

The Monorail system rofl xD

KLIA Express on the grounds somewhere (not moving lol)

2nd shot!

Hollywood Legoland

Meh, too lazy to explain seriously.

So here's the shots of other cities wheee~

I think this is in Laos/Cambodia? 

Thai Floating Market? xD

Yesh, this is definitely Thailand

A place where all the monks are (no idea, sorry)

Impressive ship, honestly!!

Right then, they were walking about, and I actually wanted to go sit on the rides and stuff.

So then I went with my two colleagues and just went here:

Yeah, I know it ain't that obvious.

Notice the birdy there? It was made of out Lego and it was playing a trumpet chorus o_o
And yes, we arrived at Lego Kingdoms.

The freaking huge castle (First fake castle I've seen in my life!)

No, it wasn't made out of Lego bricks lol
We came here just to ride the DRAGON.
Which was a roller coaster. It was green and mighty and ferocious lol

This was pixelated, not made out of real Legos.

The entrance of the castle

I guess someone got on the bad side of the king, eh? ;)

Random #2 shot

Okay now these were made up of REAL Legos :D

Cool book!!

The whole thing built out of Legos lol

After like 30 mins of waiting, the darn Dragon broke down and an immediate maintenance with an unknown period was scheduled. We stood there until we decided to go elsewhere and play :/

The next few rides were Spinning Teacups, and the x4 wheel drive roller coasters.

Damn, why my roller coaster pics always look so bad?! :'(

Ah well. Later we went to have lunch at about 1pm.
So we had the choice between Thai and Japanese... and 日本 won!!

Their menu :D

lol, don't ask what TenGu means.
I only know that Tenshi (the nearest pronounciation lol) means Angel lol

I had the Beef stake, I think lol.
Their portion was SUPER HUGE. But the food was damn good as well 8D

Later, we went back inside for more rides.
By then, I was craving for some water rides lol
Being hot and sweaty in Malaysia isn't good for me, I tell ya.

Then I was this lil' fella awww...

Yes, sir! I want thou's popcorn ploxx!! lol

Ah by then, we went on the Dino Ride (Same thing like Sunway Snake Ride, I think)
I kanchiong keep my camera ady, don't want it to get wet lmao

***Good thing I did lol. The darn water 'trap' got me wet ==
(I got wet not from the splash of the ride, but the water gun of a Lego guy ==)

After that, we went to see what this ride, The Pharaoh's Revenge, was all about...

It was awesomeeee!!

It had bugs and insects, bats and mummies and you had to shoot lasers on the photo-sensitive sensors to activate actions from them and score points. I keep winning, of course ;)

Then we passed by this park.
They had melodies playing by each instrument lol

Ting Tang Tong Tong~~

Yeah, poor giraffe. I know :'(

Then the lil' Miss Giraffe xD

Hugeeeee Dinosaurrr :O

And this thing also had water popping out from the top imba

In the end, around 5.45pm ish, it started to rain, so we left the area since they were already closing most of the rides anyways. I got myself a souvenir, which shows a Hermonie (sorry if I spelt her name wrong, not exactly a Harry Potter fan) lego-version keychain.

The darn thing costs RM20.00
The best part is, a Lego block keychain (read: 1 miserable yellow block, with a screw attaching it to the keychain) costs RM7 around there.

Like what madness is this?! Original stuff are really expensive ==

Last pic of the day:

Yay for the map!!

To be honest:

I should've done my research before going lol. At least I would know where exactly I want to go and not get lost in the confusion of the place. 

The map should, I don't know, highlight some parts where older guests should not miss.
Apparently, Legoland is more suited for kids (plenty of kiddie rides e_e)

But then again, they have these awesome roller coasters than kids can't ride.
So I'm kinda confused as to who is their target group :/

Cause it seems like there wasn't many things for adults to enjoy lol

Just my private take on this :/ Meh.

Numbness

Wah lao.

I can't believe you -_-

Nevermind, you do what you want, I don't feel like arguing anymore.
Truth to be told, I wanted friends. And it's like less like that liao.

Meh. So I don't care about you no more wheeeee~

I'm DONE.

Real Life, I know I'm lagging behind, chill eh? ;)
Coming to you very soon lol.

Edit:


Why on Earth can't I tell this straight in the face (phone screen)?
It's stupid. Like being a hypocrite. Well now.

I'm considering to ask if my previous members will join me in the 2nd gen.
Tho I'm in the first one. hmph, I won't leave. I don't want to. Not another time.

Better be here where they're more relaxed.
Sure, I'll have to start over, but it can be done. Right now I'm just... annoyed.
BAH!!

PS. This is random bullshivit.

Don't listen to my rants.

***
I've many projects, it just consumes me D:
Especially Maths for Technology omgosh!

Pn. TAN I miss you so bad D: D: D:
sigh, gotta step up my game or else I'm screwed.
Seriously screwed.

whopeee~!
-__-

Just to let you know...

Howdy :)

I'd just wanna let you know, I'm fine and well.
And I'm not depressed: just very tired.

Haven't had enough sleep/rest/food/time/metime/bakingtime/video/entertainment/stuffeverybodyneeds...

That's why you'll find me posting random depressing/problematic stuff from time to time lol
But it'll be okay.

On another note, I've recently gotten myself a new blog on another domain :D

But I've yet to play around with the codes lol
It's been a long time, I've even forgotten how to change the fonts and stuff -_-

So I wanna import certain things there, be sure to relink me later :P
Or not, it doesn't matter.

Perhaps, when the year closes (officially), I'll open the new bloglink :D

To celebrate 20 years of being here hahahaha xD
I'm getting old *insertsverybiggrinhere* xD

Oh no.

Shoot.

He came back.

Just when I had given up and gone back to reality.
Sigh. I don't want this. I really DON'T.

Tired as a horse.
Yet I still gotta work myself.

To be very honest, when I saw the message,
the thought of deleting the game appeared.
And it's still there.

I think I may come down with a fever lol.
My stomach's churning, and I'm dreading it.
Like I did something wrong, but truthfully, there's nothing wrong. At all.

Sigh.
How I wish I can just fall asleep and forget about my promise.
I would do it, just go to sleep, pretending.

But I can't. My assignment's waiting.

Lord God help me. I'm dying here D;

lol. Goodbye for now.

1st Day After a Long Time :D

Hey all! :D

I'm no longer feeling rotten rofl.
It's a stupid feeling that I had (and still have, considering that I'm thinking long and hard about).
rofl, since when do I need to think damn hard to talk to someone? lmao.

So, just a short update (I'll try to keep it short as I can lol).

Apparently that weird feeling of not wanting to talk but wanting others to talk to me, was easily wavered after a 1 hour concert in my ears omgosh xD

BEST FEELING EVERRRRR 8D

I don't ever wanna forget! Without music, I'd probably die lol
*Not an exaggeration. I now kind of know (or I think I know) what suicidal people feel.

It's not a pretty feeling -__-;;

Anyways, today was the start of college after a 1 week break off Deepavali :D
I saw all my Degree friends again, and it made me very happy :) <3

It's like, good Lord! I have a life! I really, truly, honestly have a LIFE.
and what, that mindless game shouldn't get the better of me rofl.
It shouldn't. I shouldn't be using lmao more than rofl MUAHAHAHA!!

okay, kinda random here -__-;

And I understood the power of FB today.
Someone asked me if I had baked during the week :/
Meh, I wished I had lololol.

Ice Cream cake <3
Eh, no pics to show! (」゜ロ゜)」

Really, no pics   (；￣Д￣）
Sorry :x

Ah well, maybe next time lol xD





... The moral of the story is, I have no idea lol.
Aside from the fact that everyday will catch you by surprise.

Only if you're living life to the fullest ;)

Lord God, hurry up and give me *one* already! :x haha xD

Rotten Tomatoes

Rotten, rotten, ROTTEN!!

Yeah, it looks red and ripe inside,
but the truth is, it's rotten!!!

And I hate it.  This feeling of rotteness.
Hello, since when did I feel this way? I don't know.

But I must remember that sleeping at 4am, sleeping in,
then playing xBox in the morning and later not having dinner
is the recipe for a disasterous feeling.

But other than that, I just feel like not...
not becoming 'ripe'. Or happy lmao.

I mean, it's ironic. I shouldn't put an xD face or
:D face when I don't mean it. Like seriously! Such a hypocrite.

Yet, I can't bring myself to not do that. Why? I don't know.

I feel like I wanna laugh, but there's no joke to tell/listen.
I feel like I don't wanna talk, but I want people to talk to me.

What a conflict! lmao.
*sigh* okay, I'm gonna go off. See you when I see you.

Hate Fact #1

If I had known how little it was [to you],
I would've never done it [in the first place].
Since it's "tiny" enough [that there's no need to argue about it],
Then it just means I've wasted my half Saturday.

So thanks a lot [for telling me this when it's too late].

[So useless].

36th 盆踊り (Bon Odori) 2012

After much wrestling with the photo editing programs
(PHOTOSCAPE & PHOTOSHOP ughhhh),

I'm finally ready to blog about this EXCITING EVENTTT!!
And I haven't blogged in a long while, haha XD

Before that, read what Wikipedia has to say about Bon Odori :D
Bon Odori explanation - but jump right to the bottom to 'in Malaysia'

Here was the leaflet that a college friend of mine showed me - electronically, I mean.


Source: dslrfanclub


So, he told me that he was going early, since there would not be a parking lot,
and you'd have to park far far away :/

Knowing my family members (yeah, I went with them :3) I guessed we'd be late.
Yup, we were hahaha XD XD

It was difficult to find parking, zzzz.
But we managed to park, not too far, and not too near :x

Anyways, once we were inside, we were given door gifts. (or maybe they're Entrance Gifts? :O)
lol


Yeah, I only took the pic when I arrived home :)
Nice right? XD

Somewhere near the real entrance to the trackfield :D

Yeah, it was THAT dark XD

Then, we had to stop for a toilet rest.
(Out of habit :/)
But while near the mobile toilet stalls...

Cam-happy time!! :D


1. Mum and Kak Suvari :D


2. Mum & Yours Truly :D
I'm SOOO HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY!!!!
(peace yo.)

After that, I tried to be sneaky (I was kinda sneaky the whole time, though) in order to take the
cute 浴衣 (yukata) pictures XD

Definition of yukata: Summer Kimono.
It is made up of a thin fabric so that the wearer would not sweat. I think.
Summer is summer, after all -___-;;

Oh, and did I mention that there were TONS of girls (young, teenage, adolescent and adult)
wearing 浴衣??

Enjoy these -sneaky- picture first DX


Yeah, kinda blurr.
 My first sneaky picture XD

And then, I started snapping random shops/stalls that were set up,
especially just for this event!!






Sake stall!! :D
I only know this by the 'Wine' sign :/
Later, I find out that the second kanji means 'sake' XD


Feeling hot? Fancy some 氷 (koori/ice)?

Of course, once my Mum saw this, it was the first shop we visited.
And I complained. Where's my scallop? (I forgot it's Japanese name T__T)








The first stall anyone would see when they enter XD


They actually have a mini-conveyer belt you know.
And it was packed. We shouldn't have taken too much of this DX

 But ah well, the Salmon was nice♥

 

 Jellyfish♥!!!

After having 9 plates (RM45), we left to see other stalls.
That was when Mum spotted Sakae Sushi.



 Seriously, Mum? XD

No, we did not go in.
I wasn't interested in sushi anymore. hah!


What's in the middle? -winks-

So the next thing we did (Mum, Kak Suvari and I) was to join the 盆踊り (Bon Odori dance)!!
Sorry, no pics of us dancing. I just found one pic, that showed me. It's down below. Can you spot me?
:3

Assuming you only read the part about Malaysia's 盆踊り in wikipedia, I'll tell you a little bit of info...
that in different regions in Japan, there are different dances.
Each of these dances are related to the type of work prominent in that area (in the olden days, I think).
So they have many types of different dances.
 They will have the main stage, where the professional dancers will dance in a circle,
and the public will follow suit around the stage.

Back to 盆踊り!
I pulled Kak Suvari (coz she did not bring her phone XD) towards the stage, where people
were already dancing.


The professional dancers on the stage.
They were dancing around the drums.
(I don't know the name of the drum troupe in Japanese.)


Then, we followed the crowd.


In my terms? This is called FLASH MOB!!! Whooopppeeeee~~~
It was SUPER FUN!

Remember the Entrance Gift Fan? We used it to dance too XD XD
I can't remember the steps, but it was really simple to follow. And repetitive :3

During the 2nd song, I noticed that we started at the edge of the area... but now it was
the middle of the public dance area XD

After the 3rd song, the three of us realized that we were not at the original spot
where we started dancing. So we had to walk back through a semi-circle to find Dad XD

Some pics of other people dancing!


 Going round the circle....



 Put your hands up!! ;D


 Oh, I like this very muchhhh!!!
ホント好きです!!



People watching at the stands.
(Which I'm glad I wasn't doing, else I can't appreciate it XD)


Dancing... (Put your hands up #2!!)



Going 'round again! :D


Rowing the boat? XD




Random dancing pic XD

Geh, you can't really see the dance in the pictures, huh?
(Sorry, I did not touch a DSLR or camera for a long time + too excited, so
timing is all out) DX

But not to worry, here's a Youtube video of 1.5 minutes long that you can enjoy.
(Yeah, iPhone video mode woohoo!!!)

 Enjoy!



Well, after dancing, we decided we wanted to eat BBQ meat♥...
Unfortunately, Mum led the way all the way to the dessert stalls DX

Where we bought only snacks. There, I mean.


Yeah, -edible- souvenirs, bought by Dad and Mum.
No, they can't ignore good chocolate XD
When Mum finished, she came out with 3 plastic bags full DX









Cream Puffs, anyone?
Knowing I can get this in Midvalley, I decided to only pass it by.


Ah, Aeon (Jusco) is here too.
But that is to be expected DX
The stall next to it... is where we got our 'main course'.
(Or half of a main course, which included the earlier sushi :)


I actually took this so that, I'll be able to decipher what it says... one day :D
I only know that the second Kanji (高) means 'expensive'/'high'. 

And I'm kinda regretting I didn't study Katakana.
There's a lot of signs using Katakana!!! D;



Kak Suvari with her Sparkling Orange XD


Truly, we bought fishballs and sausages here.
I only took this pic for the Kanji. keh keh XD

After that, we sat on the ground (where it was cooler, and facing the stage)
and enjoyed the half of the main course.

While that, I decided to take some pics of the food and the surroundings! :D


My 2nd stick of fish balls :D


Surroundings #1: A group of yukata-wearing kids♥

 
Surrounding #2: I realized I was just watching Japanese families at a Bon Odori -jawdrops-
I tried -eavesdropping- to listen to Japanese pronounciations.
But sadly, I can't catch words, just sounds TnT




 Surrondings #3: Their yukata colour combination is so cuteee!! :D

 By this time, I had already finished my food and was now craving for some...

アイスクリーム!!

(Ice-Cream)

So, to fulfill my promise of buying dessert for everyone,
Kak Suvari and I walked to the other end of shops to buy some アイス:D

Here was where I bought RM30 worth of ice-creams 8D


Yeah, everything was RM6 in this stall.
 I bought 5 tubs, eventhough there was only 4 of us at this event DX
(白氷/shirokoori is being greedy DX)

If that wasn't enough, I even bought you-need-to-consume-now-ice-cream because
it can be readily eaten DX

Here it is:



Well, there was more of it.
I already ate some XD


Kak Suvari's Green Tea ice.

I'll call these 'ice' cause they are sort-of ice-cream without the cream :/
But it's not just ice cause the taste of the tea and chocolate was there. Ahh, I don't know its name D:


Yeah, I'm a super happy 女の子 (young woman)!

The アイスクリーム of my parents:


Matcha (Green Tea) and Vanilla for Dad
(ZOMGOSH!! So DAMN NICE!!)


Mint for Mum:
爽やか!! (Refreshing!!)

All of them was solid and PACKED with flavour.
Definitely worth that RM6! :D

After we finished our ice-creams, it was time to leave ;(


Well, they left before us XD

As we exited from the Matsushita Sports Complex,
I saw a stall which read something like:

 Nihon no Omakage

Not sure about the last word (even the pronounciation), I thought it was 'souvenirs' or something.
Rightly so. I bought a headband for RM10 XD



It reads, "Nippon"/"Nihon".
Which mean "Japan" XD

The shopkeeper tried to ask me which school I went... but I didn't feel like telling him,
so I ignored him lol.

And he suddenly shouted, "Only Japan, no Malaysia!" in Japanese.
I understood the whole thing, so I silently smiled to myself.

Japanese language learning pays off!! ahahaha XD

We arrived at 7.30pm, and we left at around 9.45pm. I think.
I wasn't paying attention to the 時間 [time].

My final verdict:
I AM SO GOING AGAIN 
NEXT YEARRRR!!
But this time, I'm going with my friends.
I'd bring my family... if no one comes with me :x

And I'm glad that I actually went XD
yes, it is expensive and all, but I think it would be cheaper if we don't consume
unnecessary foods from famous brands (please don't come after me, xxx and yyy).

I'd rather be eating an obento instead of fishballs and sushi.
(cause even outside restaurant sells those :/)

But ice-creams are a must!
And then, we shall have our own after-party... what do you think? ;)

Final pic:


My two cherished souvenirs 8D