I... hate you.

Tell me, what to do with these feelings?

Honestly, if non-college days are like this, what's going to happen on college days?

*Rhetorical question, I don't wanna know the answer.

I hate this imbalance.

I hate this feelings.

I hate having to guess and think too much.

Seriously, why did I born to be a girl?

I think too freaking much.

At least if I was born a guy, I need not be thinking 24/7.

Especially things that can complicate matters.

You know, I tried my best. My freaking very best.

At listening to the best friend. Yeah, he's so much fun to hang out with.

AND YET. I don't remember a single conversation I had with him.

Not a word he said. Not a freaking moment with him.

Why so kelian one?!

ARGHHHHH!! I hate this. 

I blame you. with my whole heart :(

The best part is... the entire joke is on me. :(

I beg you.

Please don't start if you're not going to see it through.
I don't want to be the one hanging DX

Lord God, Almighty God, Lord Jesus, my friend and Saviour.
I haven't been a good follower nor a friend to you lately...
And honestly, if you're granting my prayers of last year now,
Please please please stay with me. No, make me stay with you.
I cannot go through this alone.

I'm scared and terrified of the outcome.
I want to think I'm overreacting, but I fear the opposite is true x_x

Don't think too much, but what's there not to think?
I'm quite... disturbed Dx

Boo hooooooooo T_T