Numbness

Wah lao.

I can't believe you -_-

Nevermind, you do what you want, I don't feel like arguing anymore.
Truth to be told, I wanted friends. And it's like less like that liao.

Meh. So I don't care about you no more wheeeee~

I'm DONE.

Real Life, I know I'm lagging behind, chill eh? ;)
Coming to you very soon lol.

Edit:


Why on Earth can't I tell this straight in the face (phone screen)?
It's stupid. Like being a hypocrite. Well now.

I'm considering to ask if my previous members will join me in the 2nd gen.
Tho I'm in the first one. hmph, I won't leave. I don't want to. Not another time.

Better be here where they're more relaxed.
Sure, I'll have to start over, but it can be done. Right now I'm just... annoyed.
BAH!!

PS. This is random bullshivit.

Don't listen to my rants.

***
I've many projects, it just consumes me D:
Especially Maths for Technology omgosh!

Pn. TAN I miss you so bad D: D: D:
sigh, gotta step up my game or else I'm screwed.
Seriously screwed.

whopeee~!
-__-

Just to let you know...

Howdy :)

I'd just wanna let you know, I'm fine and well.
And I'm not depressed: just very tired.

Haven't had enough sleep/rest/food/time/metime/bakingtime/video/entertainment/stuffeverybodyneeds...

That's why you'll find me posting random depressing/problematic stuff from time to time lol
But it'll be okay.

On another note, I've recently gotten myself a new blog on another domain :D

But I've yet to play around with the codes lol
It's been a long time, I've even forgotten how to change the fonts and stuff -_-

So I wanna import certain things there, be sure to relink me later :P
Or not, it doesn't matter.

Perhaps, when the year closes (officially), I'll open the new bloglink :D

To celebrate 20 years of being here hahahaha xD
I'm getting old *insertsverybiggrinhere* xD

Oh no.

Shoot.

He came back.

Just when I had given up and gone back to reality.
Sigh. I don't want this. I really DON'T.

Tired as a horse.
Yet I still gotta work myself.

To be very honest, when I saw the message,
the thought of deleting the game appeared.
And it's still there.

I think I may come down with a fever lol.
My stomach's churning, and I'm dreading it.
Like I did something wrong, but truthfully, there's nothing wrong. At all.

Sigh.
How I wish I can just fall asleep and forget about my promise.
I would do it, just go to sleep, pretending.

But I can't. My assignment's waiting.

Lord God help me. I'm dying here D;

lol. Goodbye for now.

Assignment Reviews

Oh my Lord.

How I hate assignment reviews :(
*Checking other people's grammar, mistakes, points, relevance to the assignment questions.

It's the worst of the worst tasks.
Even ironing is more fun! Dx

sigh.

Update! (cause I'm bored. Right now).

Yay Legoland :D

I guess this will be my next update! :)
btw, I hope my sis has a safe trip back :D

And I wanna change my blogskin.
It kinda looks... blue -_- lol

Maybe I'll even change my blog's address :o
Stay tuned! :D

1st Day After a Long Time :D

Hey all! :D

I'm no longer feeling rotten rofl.
It's a stupid feeling that I had (and still have, considering that I'm thinking long and hard about).
rofl, since when do I need to think damn hard to talk to someone? lmao.

So, just a short update (I'll try to keep it short as I can lol).

Apparently that weird feeling of not wanting to talk but wanting others to talk to me, was easily wavered after a 1 hour concert in my ears omgosh xD

BEST FEELING EVERRRRR 8D

I don't ever wanna forget! Without music, I'd probably die lol
*Not an exaggeration. I now kind of know (or I think I know) what suicidal people feel.

It's not a pretty feeling -__-;;

Anyways, today was the start of college after a 1 week break off Deepavali :D
I saw all my Degree friends again, and it made me very happy :) <3

It's like, good Lord! I have a life! I really, truly, honestly have a LIFE.
and what, that mindless game shouldn't get the better of me rofl.
It shouldn't. I shouldn't be using lmao more than rofl MUAHAHAHA!!

okay, kinda random here -__-;

And I understood the power of FB today.
Someone asked me if I had baked during the week :/
Meh, I wished I had lololol.

Ice Cream cake <3
Eh, no pics to show! (」゜ロ゜)」

Really, no pics   (；￣Д￣）
Sorry :x

Ah well, maybe next time lol xD





... The moral of the story is, I have no idea lol.
Aside from the fact that everyday will catch you by surprise.

Only if you're living life to the fullest ;)

Lord God, hurry up and give me *one* already! :x haha xD

Rotten Tomatoes

Rotten, rotten, ROTTEN!!

Yeah, it looks red and ripe inside,
but the truth is, it's rotten!!!

And I hate it.  This feeling of rotteness.
Hello, since when did I feel this way? I don't know.

But I must remember that sleeping at 4am, sleeping in,
then playing xBox in the morning and later not having dinner
is the recipe for a disasterous feeling.

But other than that, I just feel like not...
not becoming 'ripe'. Or happy lmao.

I mean, it's ironic. I shouldn't put an xD face or
:D face when I don't mean it. Like seriously! Such a hypocrite.

Yet, I can't bring myself to not do that. Why? I don't know.

I feel like I wanna laugh, but there's no joke to tell/listen.
I feel like I don't wanna talk, but I want people to talk to me.

What a conflict! lmao.
*sigh* okay, I'm gonna go off. See you when I see you.

Hey bro, 'sup?

LOL.

Ignore the title.
I'm only doing this cause chele here told me she updated.
And so, I, with all my sampat, kanchiong, kiasu-ness decided to update a little
something something lol. Just for fun.

(For MY future reading pleasure lmao)

...yeah, I say that and think that a lot, (lmao, I mean). And it's not that good, damn.
lol... another one -__-;
*If you're lost, I'm just having a mini-monologue and it doesn't change a thing.


Moving on.

So, there have been many things going on in my life.
One of it is college, degree lol.
Another thing is this game I'm playing on my iPhone haha.

It's called Pocket Summoner (oh, I hear the critics again...
they're saying stuff about Neopets and Ichumon):

lol.

okay, I've been staring at my screen for more than 4 hours already, lol
Not sure what to write. First time I've been this awkward lmao.

Okay, I got to go. Matryoshka Dance vid with new lyrics is screwing my brain lol
Can't get it right.

See you again, someday rofl