My Calling II

So I left off after I went to sleep.

Before I continued what happened after I woke up, I want to say this first:
The first time I was prayed over and fell, (last year) there was this one word that came to me:

LOVE.

Of course that time I didn't know what exactly it meant.
But I knew that it was important.

Now, moving on XD

So, I woke up, showered, ate, praised and worshiped, and then we had a Q&A session.
That session was conducted by the speaker who spoke about the Holy Spirit and his gifts.

But more importantly, on any questions on the Gift of Tongues.
I guess it was to make sure that people don't freak out on the Gift of Tongues, you know.
Like how I was super freaked out the day before.
But you know what?

Since I got Luke 18:1, I decided that I needed the Gift of Tongues
(cause I heard it helps you to pray better XD)

So I had decided that the next time the Holy Spirit is invoked, I'd ask for this Gift.
I honestly thought it would be like... a few more months before the next healing session;
but MANA TAU, it was right after breakfast after MORNING MASS.

Wow.

Talk about speed.
So what happened during the healing session?

We all praised God again,
and the speaker recommended that if we wanted the Gift of Tongues,
we should just repeat "Alleluia" and not control our mouths too much.

After we praised God, he started speaking in tongues;
so I thought, "Time to say Alleluia."

I did, I went from "Alleluia. Alleluia, alleluia, alleluia, luia, lu, lu, lu..." o.o

I was thinking, "Alleluia", but my mouth said, "lululululalaulu..."
So okay...

Then I said, "Praise to You, Lord Jesus Christ!" in my mind, and it still came out
"lululululalalauluul...."

So I was convinced that I HAD the Gift of Tongues now *Praise be to God!!* :D

Okay, so then I was prayed over, and fell. XD
Again, it wasn't like a very forceful force, just a slight prompting only.
I just released, and I fell XD

Seriously, I lied down on the ground for quite some time, and listened to my surroundings.
Again, the speaker was saying things like,
"There's 3 people here..."
"There's 6 people here..."

I honestly waited for the speaker to say,
"There's 1 person here who is called for vocation. God wants you to know that..."

To tell you the truth;
IT DIDN'T HAPPEN.
I waited, resting in the Spirit, listening to the drama (yes, it happened again).

And I wondered why the drama was still happening...
It happened again yesterday, didn't it?
So weird o.o

So I was peacefully on the ground for a good amount of time,
until the lady in front of me was prayed over, and she fell
(cause her head accidentally touched my shoes, so I jerked up and sat, cross-legged instead)

We continued being praising God and worshipping him while sitting.
Then the speaker asked if anyone wanted to affirm whether they had the Gift of Tongues.

Honestly speaking, I knew it was the Gift of Tongues, I didn't need affirmation.
No one stood up, until the lady in front of me stood up, then only did I stand.

So I was prayed over again and told to "let go" and let the Holy Spirit take charge. XD

It wasn't long until I was "lulululu-ing" all the way again.
I heard the person *it was a guy, I think, I don't remember =.=* say,
"Thank you God for giving your Daughter the Gift of Tongues..."
and I felt that force push me again until I fell XD

This time, I lay down and mediated on the verbs I studied on the quote I received yesterday.
"Ask, love of Christ, acknowledge..."

Then I saw myself *this not a vision. I think it's my mind/Holy Spirit helping me to connect better*
at the foot of the cross (cause we were praising God with "Worthy is the Lamb")
and the Lord Jesus was up there, and I felt a thought:

"See how much the love of Christ; willing to bear many scars to die on the Cross."

-This wasn't exactly the right words; but then again, the thought was a message sort of feeling,
and it wasn't entirely in words.

I was SOOO EXCITED that God finally talked to me, that I stood up and immediately sang to him.

And while we were singing praises,
the speaker called for the facilitators to go around for a quick praying over (one two minutes)...
when my turn came *no surprises here* I fell again.

Then while in peace, I called this thought to God, and we then had a mini-conversation
(or so I believe)

Me: Oh, sorry God. You didn't finish talking did you?

God: No.

Me: Sorry :(

All around me were people crying (drama, again). I was caught surprised.

Me: There's still so much hurt left not healed? How come they can't feel this peace I'm feeling?

God: Not everyone feels this peace you feel, Breena. They haven't gone through the same experience you feel. There's so much hurt deep inside of them.

Me: Lord Jesus (cause I kinda see Him on the Cross), why don't you let them know that you are taking their pain on the Cross/heal them?

Lord Jesus: How can I? I'm tied up on the Cross... and it's not restricted to this room; there are so many more out there, who aren't here; much less able to feel this peace you feel...

Me: I'll go, Lord. I'll be your hands and feet... but I don't have the experience of extreme sadness, or hurt like the people around me for you to heal me so that I can bear witness to your healing...

Lord Jesus: I'll be with you...

With that, our convo ended.
I was super happy cause I finally discovered what my vocation was, and it's...

NOT CALLING ME TO BE A NUN!!!
WOO HOO!!! :D :D

Uh, okay :x
So, now I know what God wants me to do...
Where does this go? I don't know.
To be honest,
I'm thinking about just relaxing and letting God to take over my life when the time comes.

But I know that I can't do that.
I'm to "always pray and never be discouraged." Luke 18:1 (Good News version)

So, I've decided. My next step will come in Madrid.
I'm actually planning to get closer to God,
cause I wanna feel His presence and get to know him more on a personal level 8D

Oh Lord, I'm in your hands :D

-EDITED-
Actually, when I sit back and think about it more deeply,
God was at the retreat the whole time.

Patiently waiting for the time to speak to me.
I know I like to read situations (especially if it happens around me)
and think of it as God speaking to me.

In my head, it really makes up of the times when God doesn't use His voice.
Actually, there's a dream of a snake that I had not too long ago (last week?)
But I'll save that for later XD

Okay. SUMMARY XD

You see, I thought that I'd be such a loner at this camp...
Well, guess what?
With so many people talking to me, plus with Brenda and Bibiana to keep me company...
I had no time to even think of the word "loner" after the program started.

Then, came the Gift of Tongues anxiety attack (I think that is the name of the fear)
Until I surrendered and let the Holy Spirit do His work...
Then I decided I needed the Gift of Tongues.

After that, there was a surprise Healing Session II.
I tell you, this Healing Session II would not have taken place
*IF* it didn't rain on Saturday evening to prevent us from going to church.
If the Healing Session II didn't take place, I wouldn't have gotten my answers
from the quote and I wouldn't get the Gift of Tongues.

Also, before this, I was going to Madrid without a solid reason.
There wasn't a real purpose of me going to Madrid...
I wasn't going there to look for God in WYD.
But after the retreat, and my vocation calling (which I so strongly believe)
I know what my reason to go Madrid is, and I can't wait! :D

Before the retreat begun, I wanted to eat Thosai with my family...
and I ended up eating 2 thosais by myself *omgosh! so bloated!!*
And then when lunch time came, we played the Handicap Lunch.
And I have never been so grateful to God for being so bloated,
cause with the little I ate; I was still super full!

To end with this summary,
I really felt as though God was there, and I had so much fun with God there XD

Also... one of the facilitators had mentioned that God had checked out the retreat area
before allowing us to use it.

And I thought that He wasn't just checking out that place,
He was also there during the retreat, making sure that everything went according to
His plan.

Isn't He an awesome God?
Okay, I'll stop for now :x

Praise be to you, Lord Jesus Christ!

My Calling

Last weekend (23rd and 24th July, 2011) I went for my stay-in retreat for World Youth Day.
My sister (which was supposed to come with me) didn't attend.

She instead went for her school's "Officiation Day" - read about it in her blog.
And the next day, she went for a Choral Speaking Competiton in Subang Parade =/

If you know me pretty well, you'd know that I'm ridiculously shy and dread going to
any event alone. Especially if it's with people I don't know or I don't know well enough.

So I thought I was going to go to the retreat by myself; and be a loner there :(

Well, guess what? I don't know any of the people going for WYD well enough...
But once I was there... I spotted 2 XD (yesh, Brenda and Bibiana)

I wasn't alone after all! XD

For the first day, I stuck with Brenda for most of the day;
whilst the second day, I was with Bibiana (cause Brenda left me all alone :( lol jk jk)
Brenda had other plans on Sunday, so she didn't attend the Sunday session.

This was what the itinary (excluding the makan and break times) looked like...
The talks were something like this:
Life of Saints/Conversion Story > Importance of Prayer in Spiritual Growth >
Sin and Faith > *Holy Spirit and the Gifts of the Holy Spirit > Healing Session >
Sleep > Q & A about yesterday's session > Mass in St Anthony's church >
Healing Session II > Testimonies > Lunch > WYD reason to Madrid >
Travel Briefing > Pack & Go Home.

We were supposed to walk to St John's Church when the
Holy Spirit and the Gifts of the Holy Spirit session was held (that was the original plan)
But it began raining on Saturday night;
so that talk was brought forward to Saturady evening instead.

LOL! During that talk, I was SO damn freaking afraid of the Gift of Tongues.
Like seriously, I mean; fear was in my mind.

So many questions had ran through my head;
like...
1. The Holy Spirit is coming to my heart. I still have sins I need to confess; Imma not pure and
still have some minor sins that I'm not proud of (like I broke my promise):
2. OMGosh; what exactly is the Gift of Tongues; what if I get it; what is it? D:
3. What would God think of me and my lukewarm-ness?
(I mean, I don't care if I do or don't get the Gift of Tongues)
4. If I don't get the Gift of Tongues, what would that mean? I got rejected? D:
5. I don't want the Holy Spirit to come like this, I'm so scared D: D:

And in the end, I just decided to lift up EVERYTHING to God.
I mean, I don't even know what's going to happen; so it's fine.
Somewhere deep within me, I knew that my God loved me; but my whole being didn't want to
accept that. I guess I was more afraid of God.

When the Healing Session came; I was prayed over and did my best to remain calm...
And I just felt like a small prompting to fall, so I did; I just fell XD
(yes, Michele! I fell; someone caught me)

I waited and waited to see if God was going to speak to me.
I wondered if He was going to see through me and tell me something
(I wasn't sure what I wanted to hear)

The speaker in front had the Gift of Word of Knowledge, so he was saying stuff like:
"There's 5 people here who has unforgiveness in their hearts..."
"There's 4 people here who..."
"There's 7 people here who..."

And all I did was wait. I waited for something that he might say that refered to me;
or something that God wanted to tell me.

I kept quiet, calm and peaceful while all around me were drama and drama and drama.
Cause there were crying and crying and sobbing and there's this lady who wailed,
"I don't want to do this! I don't want to! You're asking too much of me, Jesus; too much!"

I knew I was getting distracted just by listening to all the crying; but I couldn't help it =/

In the end, sorta felt this thought came (the presence was soooo tiny, but I guess it was okay)
"I forgive you"

My response was: Okay! *smiles*
But errr... I don't really remember if it was me thinking it or
it really was a thought sent from the above =/

Ah well XD

After the healing session, we were told to pray at the makeshift altar to God before picking
up a paper from the 2 bowls in front. One bowl had yellow paper, the other was pink.

So I knelt and told God,
"I'm here Lord, and I'm listening. Please give me the grace to listen to you from the paper..."
Well, it was about 5 minutes, before I took the paper.

I took the yellow one and walked to the back to read it (it was dark since they turned of the lights)
You know the paper was like 1 inch wide. I thought that was normal as the lines in the paper were
probably just 2 or 3 lines.

But no... it had 9 lines.

9 LINES! WOAH!

"Ask yourselves, young people, about the love of Christ. Acknowledge His voice
resounding in the temple of your heart. Return His bright and penetrating glance which
opens the paths of your life to the horizons of the Church’s mission. It is a taxing
mission, today more than ever, to teach men the truth about themselves, about their end,
their destiny, and to show faithful souls the unspeakable riches of the love of Christ. Do
not be afraid of the radicalness of His demands, because Jesus, who loved us first, is
prepared to give Himself to you, as well as asking of you. If He asks much of you, it is
because He knows you can give much."
— Pope John Paul II (The Meaning of Vocation)

Okay, after I read it, I wondered what it meant. =/
I mean, do you get it after reading? Neither did I.
But after I read the last word ("vocation"), I started to freak out.

Like, WHAT?
God, are you calling me to be a nun? D:
I think you know that I know that you know that I can't be a nun.
I'm not nun material!
But I sighed, and reread the quote and told him solemnly,
"I'd rather not be a nun, but if you *really* *really* *really* willed me to be a nun, I'd do it.
For your sake."

Then I read the quote a few times more, doing my best to
find from the quote that gave this message from God:
LOL, Breena, I'm not calling you to be a nun!

Of course, I didn't find it. Stupid me x.x
As I was puzzling over this, one of the speakers said,
"Guys, you are supposed to take 2 papers, the yellow one and the pink one."

Okay; so I went again and knelt and prayed (more properly this time) for an answer.
I took the pink paper and opened it.

It said, "Luke 18:1".
When I opened my bible, I landed right on the page with Luke 18:1.

"Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to teach them that they should always pray and never become discouraged."

Aha; that wasn't an answer, but okay. I guess I have no choice but to pray for it.

So I went to sleep after that.
I still want to tell you about the Healing Session the next day;
but I don't want to let you read too much words and get dizzy XD

So tata for now~

Ultimate Wheels

Okay, it's fine if you guys say that I'm over-obessing with Kat-tun.

But I don't care :D :D
The first video I showed you of Ultimate Wheels was a remixed version on Youtube;
I would have liked to show you the real music vid, but I couldn't find it...

So here it is! :D
*It doesn't only show the real vid, but also the lyrics and its translation, woo hoo!! :D


Ultimate Wheels [english subs + romaji] from JKLover501 on Vimeo.

BTW; it's password protected for obvious reasons :P
Password: superstar

copy paste if you must :D

Credits & thanks to JKLover501 for the video; wootsss!! :D :D
btw, if you like Korean/Japanese music [esp boy/girl bands],
you should totally check her blog out! XD
Maybe you'll find something you like :o

Anyways, after watching this video, I realized that Junno didn't only do a double backflip,
but also a cartwheel with one hand.

ONE HAND! ♥♥♥

Tell me when I'm going to stop loving his awesome acrobatic abilities! :D
Oh wait. Nevurrrr!! XD

Ouch Kevin D:

I stalk Youtube now these days,
especially when I'm sorta bored...

Because now I've run out of entertaining stuff to do online
(that doesn't have the tag "work" to it) :(

Oh well.
So anyways, I just wanted to spread the love about Ryan Higa :D
And his best bud, Kevin Wu (best known as KevJumba :D )

If you are wondering who they are, they are Youtube celebrities XD
Ryan Higa has got 4,021,444 Subscribers, while Kevin has got 1,753,380 subscribers
(at this time of writing).


Well, they are awesome :D

So, anyways, I wanted to share this vid for you to see.
It may be boring in the first few minutes, but I promise you it will get funnier....


Watch until the end, okay? :D XD

Sorry Kevin :x
It's just.... too funny :x

Okay, that's all!
Bye guys :D

Some random KAT-TUN thoughts

Clockwise from top left; Kame, Jin, Junno, Koki, Ueda, Nakamaru
click the pic for the source :D

While I was listening to Kat-tun's Real Face, I realized that I was
super irritated at the over-exposure of Jin and Kame in the music video;
while Junno didn't really get "enough" cam-time XD

*but as a fan of Junno, I guess there really isn't enough of cam-time
even if he was the lone singer in that whole 5 mins XD

Anyways; check out this video to see what I mean;


This was when Jin was still around =/

You see? For the most part; it features Jin and Kame singing
(can't help it, I guess, they are the main singers =/)

Now, check out these videos !! ♥♥♥
*these are really recent vids; and were made after Jin left to pursue a solo career in America 8D


Change Your World


Ultimate Wheels (Remixed by a Youtube user) :D

*OMGOSH! JUNNO'S DOUBLE BACKFLIPPPP!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*

You see the difference?
After Jin left, Junno gets more cam-time! ♥
Along with other members too XD

And while each Kat-tun members aren't good in both dancing and singing,
each has his own strengths :D
Like Junno for example; he isn't as good as Kame in singing, but he can sure dance XD
Kame is the lead singer now,
Koki's the rapper,
Nakamaru beatboxes,
Ueda...? Not sure what his strength is, I don't play attention to him AT ALL :x

They may not be super great like B2ST
(whose members are known to sing AND dance well *hint* *hint* :D)
But they know how to blend in each of their talents to make Kat-tun awesome 8D

I mean, B2ST doesn't have a beatboxer, yes? :x

And I super like watching Junno perform on stage;
cause you can tell he's seriously having fun there :D :D

I wouldn't wanna go anywhere that would require me to dance with him.
Cause I don't dance :x

Hey, wait! Who said I'd be even meeting him?
*COUGH* *COUGH* *COUGH*

I can dream 8D

;(

I should SO BLOG about last night.
I SHOULD SO.

But if I did, my two besties would be like.........................

.......….................. speechless D:

okay, maybe they won't.

But anyways...

*sigh*
Last night, I stayed up until 6 am.
Really emptying my Neopets account.

You: WHOA!! Back up! Neopets account?!
Me: o.o yes, Neopets account.
You: WHAT?! But you said you weren't going back there!!
Me: Yes =/ But I did..... would you just let me tell you the story? XD

So I was chatting away on Ichumon, and I promise; I was already getting off.

The quests that I wanted to do was completed;
the things I wanted to buy was bought;
and I was happy with my council points.

Then, as I was about to say goodnight,
I saw a user who played Neopets came on,
so I asked about those misled emails.

After a few discussion, they
(somewhere along the way, another Neopets user came on)
said that Neopets was doing a clean up sweep of inactive accounts.

THAT was when I remembered my NPs rotting away :/
So guess what I did?
Being the idiot I was, I gave away ALL my stuff on Neopets. For free :/ That night ._.

I mean, I certainly don't need my Neopets account anymore,
But I know a *few* people who would see an extra
million or two as a HUGE booster for their goals XD

So instead of letting the nps rot there (and maybe deleted after the account sweep)
why not just give it over to them? 8D
So they actually use it and enjoy my hard work of grinding for nps? XD

Yeah, I remember those blog posts celebrating my goals of 1 million and so forth.
That will not happen here.
I plan to *try* and keep my RL and Ichumon life separate :D
(they also have a blogging system there :)

So back to the story DX
when I checked, my total amount of nps were 3.3 mil
(including shop till and stock market);
and I had 1997 unique items in the SDB (Safety Deposit Box).
I spent the WHOLE NIGHT emptying that stupid box.

I actually wished there was a button that let you remove everything in the SDB then DX
So I wouldn't waste the whole night there x.x

Stupid SDB D:
The reason why I emptied it is because I had nice items there
(Stuff that is actually worth something and is difficult to collect)
like codestones, dubloons, and painbrushes.
and also things that are NOT junk.

But I mostly have a ton of junk -.-;
So that was the reason why it took so long D:

*sigh*
Ah well. Now, that chapter is closed for Neopets - permanently.
Cause now, there isn't anything there anymore XD

Yup, even for Kiriin7; I've transferred her away :)
To bad it was on a side account;
I would've preferred her on a main account =/

Oh well :D
I shouldn't be bothered; since I was in a rush to get off of it completely <3

No more Neopets anymore :D
Oh, btw, it seems like Neopet's way of getting you to return is to
make it look as if someone is hacking into your account =/

And if you aren't active in Neopets,
they will delete your account (they are doing a clean up, after all)

Which means; they wouldn't be deleting my account,
since I went back and re-activate it or something o.o;;

XD aiyah, wait for another 2 - 3 years then la XD

Hanayome No Papa

It's almost a month...

... and I finally finished watching Hanayome No Papa!! :D :D

lol, it's not that there was too many episodes to watch
(you know me, I'm a Korean/Japanese drama series junkie!)

It only has 12 episodes, so series-wise, it's pretty short :)



*click on the image for the source* :)

Basically, it's called, "The Bride and Her Father".
So, you get the picture.

It's about a single father who comes to terms with his almost grown up daughter;
dealing with marriage and work.

OKAY D:
I ADMIT IT. I WATCHED THIS MOVIE
CAUSE JUNNOSUKE TAGUCHI WAS IN IT ;x



8D My Fav KAT-TUN member <333

So yeah. I'll start reviewing now.
(and I'll try to be as UN-biased as possible)

SPOILER ALERT!!

So the drama opens up with the introduction of Uzaki Aiko and her father, Uzaki Kentaro,
who also calls himself "Papa".
They are a father-daughter team, and Aiko is about to start work in a fashion-related industry.

Despite that, her father still enforces house rules like,
7 pm curfew, forbidden socializing with boys/men, forbidden overnight trips...
because he loves his daughter so.

Of course, Aiko thought he will do away with those rules once she start work...
but Kentaro declares that she will continue to live under those rules until the day Aiko gets married.

Thus, Aiko now begins her journey of finding a partner to get married to "graduate" from her father.

Once she starts work, she meets up with Miura Seiji (Taguchi♥) who ends up becoming
her husband-to-be. Together, they face many comedic obstacles as Kentaro stands in between their goal.

Personally, I kinda have this love-hate sort of thing for this drama.
I mean, this drama reminds me lots of comedy-genre anime,
simply because the cast acts like that (or the Japanese people aren't that serious?)
And I didn't really like it that way (I wasn't expecting this kind of comedy, truthfuly) =/

It is also boring, but the pace picks up around the 6th episode...
(the part where Miura's mother shows up)
So if you are patient (like me XD), you'll only get to see the good parts after that.
And after which, there are lots of crying (sadness and me don't match D:)

The good parts are, at least, it was fun to watch Kentaro's antics as he does his best
to prevent Aiko from getting married...
and misunderstands TONS of things along the way.
Also, some parts revolving around Aiko's colleagues are lol to watch xP

Also, (it's only because I like Taguchi that I'm able to say this!!!)
Taguchi's role fit him very well XD
I do kinda expect him to act that way in real life too. 8D
He's cute even when he shouts and gets angry 8D 8D 8D!!!
But I suppose it's only cause this role isn't serious at all for him.



He's definitely the playful type ♥


Summary!

Pros:
Junnosuke Tagu- *slaps self*
Is SUPER CLEAN :D
Deals with marriage vs work questions
Character develpoment is quite ok

Cons:
Weird intro to the anime-comedy-drama mismatch
A little boring at the start of the plot
Difficult to empathize with characters

So... my rating?
If you are a fan of Junnosuke:
★★★★★

If you chanced on this drama by accident,
(and don't have any strings attached for either actor/actresses):
★★★★★

Yeah =/
I'm giving the ratings based on other dramas that I've watched, so...
GAMBATTE, Japanese Dramas!
I know there's one out there who can topple off Shining Inhertance's topspot in my heart :D

Delightful Surprises!

So... less talk, more surprise!
*cause I'm speechless* 8D


The blog that was deleted (by my stupid accident)
is now finally around! :D

So, instead of running around asking my friends to relink,
I can now just use the blogskin to replace :D

Go see what it looks like, and try to catch the car! ;D

2ndly...


TA-DA!!!

My sis finally decides to reopen her blog 8D
Only... it's at a different URL now  :)

Click here to go see :D

Oh, before that, you may want to be forewarned:
You have to click the colourful sound bars above to navigate around the site :)

PS. It's kinda still under construction, and sorry chele!
I kinda "borrowed" the lines that made your blog :P
Most of it is from the skin :)

3rdly...

Neopets sent me this email =/


Uhm... people, you guys aren't trying to hack into my account, right?

XD

Which is weird. Cause this is seriously out of the blue =/
(I'm not crazy, I didn't request for a password change =/)

And yeah, I know. I doubt anyone wanna grab my account...
(since everybody's busy with their own lives right now ._.)

Unless they have a sudden urge to want to play and get a headstart! D:

No, seriously guys :(
Please don't attempt that. Tis wrong :(

But the funniest part is...
If I had tried to log in to my neopet's account, I wouldn't for the life of me figured out the password XD
That was totally UNEXPECTED. lol

4thly...

There was supposed to be an section to warn you guys about an email about this foreigner who suddenly emailed me =/

Oh wait, there is! My bad XD

Apparently, she thinks I'm a guy. For some reason -____-;;

Here's how it goes like =/

dearest,

How are you today, and i hope you are in good health?

i am miss, Annabel Moses Akumi, I am 24 years old girl, a medical student, I am from Chad but I am residing now in a charity home here in Ouagadougou Burkina Faso

Please I need you to read through this mail very carefully because I said something very important about my life which I really need your helping hands, so it is important for you to know who I am and also my purpose for contacting you, and I pray you will have pity on me and save my life from my present situation

I never grew up to know my mum as she died immediately after my birth, my father told me that, my mother was poisoned when people came to celebrating with her, so my father became very angry and afraid that they might kill me, so after my mothers burial, my father took me and relocated to Mali, my father’s name is late Mr. Moses Akumi, My father was a business man, he deals on lime stone in Burkina Faso, and travel to other countries for his business, so I lived in Mali with my father until his death with his business partner and the family of his business partner in a collapse at an gold mine in Sierra Leone, please you can read through the story from this page

http://mrtara.com/2010/03/20/200-killed-in-goldmine-at-bo-district-west-africa-goldmine-tragedy/

i know you may wonder why i am so soon telling you about all this, even without seeing or knowing you fully well, really something in me tells me you can help me and it is better to trust you than to die in this charity home where I have no body to help me, I am suffering in this place, many are dying here because of lack of food and medications, I cry day after day, I am very sorry for telling you all this, I don’t suppose to border you with all this but I have no body to tell how I feel, sometimes I stay the whole day without seeing anything to eat, it is too painful, but I pray that with your help I will have a better life to live

My late father willed and also made me the next of kin of a treasure box deposited in a security company through his bank here in Burkina Faso, and in the treasure box contains $9.2 Million (US Dollars) deposited in it, though the security company do not know what is in the treasure box, but my father’s bank director knows everything about the treasure box because it was from their bank that my late father secured the fund with the security company, I have some documents here which my father gave to me to claim the treasure box, I went to the security company and they told me that they can not release the treasure box to me without presenting a foreigner as my late father instructed

the reason why I need your help is because of the instruction my late father gave to the security company, my father agreed with his business partner that his only child Eric will marry me, so my father told me that to insure his friend his faithfulness towards his promise that his son Eric will marry me, my father instructed the security company to release the treasure box to me through a foreigner who can help me to manage the treasure wisely, so now Eric has died with his father and mine in the collapse at an gold mine in Sierra Leone the security company can not release the treasure box to me without presenting a foreigner for the claim as my late father instructed

Please I want you to help me and stand for me as a foreigner who can help me to manage the treasure wisely so that the security company can release and deliver the treasure box to you, and I will come over to join you in your country and continue my studies while you will help me to invest the fund because I want to be a doctor, I love to be a doctor so that I will be able help and save others life it has been my dreams from my childhood, please I will compensate you with 15% of the total fund while the rest will be for investment

Please I want you to kindly let me know your readiness to help me so that I can forward all the details of the treasure box and also the contact of the security company to you

if really you will be honest to help me, please i want you to send your picture and your phone number to me so that we can talk through phone and i will also like to hear your voice

I will be expecting to receive your reply as soon as possible

Yours sincerely,
Annabel

I've searched it up. She's fake.

I don't know about you, but I'm wondering why this poor fella is in a charity home at age 24, without a guardian? =/
And why couldn't she ask a foreigner wherever she is?
She is studying in a University, so..................................................

There are many duplicates like this one so... if you got this email, deleted it.
Oh, btw. English is not her first language.

So beware :D

Love!

Yesterday (last night, more like), I was making sandwiches for my family's dinner.

Suddenly, my Mum told me "I love you."
So I replied, "I love you too, Mum."
(this was pretty common, since my Mum's primary love language is "Words of Affirmation")
-wonder how I know, and wanna know yours? Go here. :P
Don't worry, it's not dirty =/

And I was suddenly wondering, what does it mean to love my family? =/
How is that love expressed?
And when I was spreading butter, I thought to myself again.
I don't like butter. Maybe I should skip the butter for my sandwich.

Then a scene from Boys Over Flowers struck me.
The last part where Jun Pyo forgot about Jan Di, and told Yu Mi?
that he loved the lunchbox he found next to his bed (in the hospital).
He remembered the taste of the lunch box; but why did it taste good to him?

It was probably because Jan Di knew what Jun Pyo likes and dislikes
(maybe for me it would be *likes* enoki, nasi briyani, mutton curry, hotate, Japanese food,
and *dislikes* butter, bitter gourd, eggs, vegetables... in general)
That's why the lunch box tasted good for him.

And Jan Di would probably be able to make it that good for him
cause she knew what he preferences were.
And since she LOVED him, she would have made that lunchbox to suit his taste :o

So, loving someone probably means doing things that that person would enjoy,
while sacrificing a little bit on your expense, and not expecting anything in return.
Just a sudden train of thought that I figured I'd share XD

Oh, and another thing.
While having all this in mind, how does one apply it in loving God?
(I honestly had the answer last night, but I seemed to have forgotten it today =/ again! *argh* ;-;)
Besides spending more time with Him in prayer, doing good deeds, exercising self-control...?

Maybe it's the same, maybe not? *sigh*
I totally forgot! D:

You've waited long enough.

Or... maybe you were just  not waiting for it? =/

Idk, but regardless of that, I wanna wish SR and Michele
GANBATTE!!!!!

For college ;D
Please don't forget *me* when you surround yourself with new friends :x

You go guys! Wooooooooottts!! XD

Okay, the second part is this:

The introduction for Ichumon! *drumrolls*


Tada!! :D :D

Yeah, I know it's not my image; took from here

This is what it currently looks like :o
The main page, that is XD

This was where I spent almost 18/5 time 2-3 months ago =/
Now I'm still there, but only at (since we are all Malaysian) 10.30 pm to... 12 am?

That is A LOT of difference from 9 am to 3 am
YES. You see right DX

So yeah XD
If you wanna join (highly doubtful :x) here.

Oh, btw. I'm on the main page; see?
I have a user title. ProSBer.
wakakakakakaa~

The title I got last month *ish very proud of herself* 8D
Cause I can't shut up on the ShoutBox there =/

Oh well 8D

Oh O.O

So... for some reason, I decided to go do some good ol'

blogwalking visiting around my affiliate's list.

Particularly by two besties,

Michele♥ and She-Reen♥

I know Michele had already updated her blog, but since she had commented on my chatbox,
I thought she had updated her blog... with something new.
*I'm being a sad panda cause she didn't* :(

So, because of my extra time... I decided to go check if She-Reen had updated hers.
(it has been almost a month that I didn't check back)

lo and behold! Look what I found!! :D

This dates somewhere a few days ago!!

She has *quite* a few interesting posts line up :o
Wow.

Hey, SR; big girl ady horrrrr!
Coming back home at 1 am XD

Did you start college ady? :D
Another thing: where's the beloved chatbox?? ;-;

At least have a comment's section if no chatbox :P

That's all I wanted to comment =/
By the way, welcome back to the blogging world!! :D :D

Teedeleehee~

When the calls come...

lol. Just another random post XD

If you ever get those XXX College/YYY University/ZZZ University College calls,
telling you that they are offering so and so courses,
and you are sick of them,
you can either tell them that:

You've already enrolled in that prestigious University, thank you! :)

OR!!
Tell them that you're still Form 2 =/
Long way more D:
"I have like, 3 more years. Thanks for your offer anyway, though" :D

rofl XD

The WORD was WITH GOD... in Old Testament

So, here is the counter post!
(okay, not really counter post, but a little sharing on my side when I read Michele's post) :P

I actually opened my Bible for this! 8D

John 1:1-2 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God; he was in the beginning with God.

John 1:3-4 All things were made through him and without him nothing came to be. Whatever has come to be, found life in him, life which for humans was also light.

This is how the book of John (in the NT) starts of; with reference to the Lord Jesus Christ as the "Word". And, in the book of Genesis, how did God create the world with all its creatures, stars, moon and sun?

Genesis 1: 3 God said, "Let there be light"; and there was light.

Genesis 1: 6 God said, "Let there be a firm ceiling between the waters and let it separate waters from waters."

Genesis 1: 9 - 10 God said, "Let the waters below the sky be gathered together and let dry land appear." And so it was. God called the dry land "Earth" and the waters gathered together he called 'Seas'. God saw that it was good.

Now, this means that the Lord Jesus was with God since creation, just that at that time,
He wasn't born (in human form) yet and thus had no name.

He also didn't have a form like a human being, since God's mighty plan of salvation wasn't revealed just yet.

So, in other words, the Lord Jesus was with God, in the mysterious form of God's Word.

Also, we Christians believe in the mysterious being of God as having 3 persons in one God;
God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.

So if God the Father was mentioned in the Old Testament, obviously, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit would be present there, too... just not mentioned (if you don't read between the lines)

And yes, Michele, your reference to Luke and David was right :D
Go back and tell your teacher to study the Bible properly;
what's a lecturer if she can't get her facts right and has to rely on her students to tell her the facts? :S

*one lousy one* rofl!! :x

*she sure is proud to have read THAT much of the Bible without studying it properly to be able to come to that conclusion*

=/

XD lol.

Oh randomness!

lol XD

I can't believe that I'm going to post this... but I am XD

yeah, here ya go, the stuff that I was up to last week XD XD

So I was playing this game called Ichumon;

which is like Neopets, only better.

Because it has a small community and people help you when they can

(though some of them really has a wicked sense of humour -.-)

And no, the games aren't really like Neopet's..
and over there, you battle, do quests, make friends, chat...?

and get rich and own all the rares 8D

okay, if you don't play petsites, you wouldn't really get what I'm talking about.

Anyways........

I was battling (in a party of three, which two other people)

and then it was decided (somehow) that we three draw something of the three of us XD

*they were animalz, spacezombie and myself (whiteice, as usual :P)
(animalz is a short form, I just noticed she would be able to track me if I posted her full screen name XD)

So here's my drawing XD
cause that night I rushed and couldn't draw space properly.

You know me and my humanoid drawing weakness ;-;

XD stickman and fishbowl.
Space herself gave that idea o.o

but okay, here's the real pic kays D:

lol, thanks to Google Images, a real zombie was drawn XD

btw, I'm an ice cube; cause people there refer me as "ice" XD
kinda cool 8D


*please ignore this post, I've gone crazy and posted this here when I shouldn't*
;-;

teeleeede~

PS, this isn't an introduction. =/
I'll do one tonight, after I make some screen shots lol XD