I... hate you.

Tell me, what to do with these feelings?

Honestly, if non-college days are like this, what's going to happen on college days?

*Rhetorical question, I don't wanna know the answer.

I hate this imbalance.

I hate this feelings.

I hate having to guess and think too much.

Seriously, why did I born to be a girl?

I think too freaking much.

At least if I was born a guy, I need not be thinking 24/7.

Especially things that can complicate matters.

You know, I tried my best. My freaking very best.

At listening to the best friend. Yeah, he's so much fun to hang out with.

AND YET. I don't remember a single conversation I had with him.

Not a word he said. Not a freaking moment with him.

Why so kelian one?!

ARGHHHHH!! I hate this. 

I blame you. with my whole heart :(

The best part is... the entire joke is on me. :(

Oh no.

Shoot.

He came back.

Just when I had given up and gone back to reality.
Sigh. I don't want this. I really DON'T.

Tired as a horse.
Yet I still gotta work myself.

To be very honest, when I saw the message,
the thought of deleting the game appeared.
And it's still there.

I think I may come down with a fever lol.
My stomach's churning, and I'm dreading it.
Like I did something wrong, but truthfully, there's nothing wrong. At all.

Sigh.
How I wish I can just fall asleep and forget about my promise.
I would do it, just go to sleep, pretending.

But I can't. My assignment's waiting.

Lord God help me. I'm dying here D;

lol. Goodbye for now.

Food Update!

Hey guys!

I know, I don't even remember when was the last update that I did. lol

Or what it's about rofl.

-checks-

Oh, Christmas + New Year's wishings and some random update XD

Okay :D

So today, you'll get a food update! ;D

Happiness :D :D :D

So, on the 24th, here's what I had for dinner :D

Ze MAIN COURSE:

TURKEYYYYYY!!! :D

-ROASTED Turkey :9

Is your mouth watering yet? 8D

Juicy turkeyyyyy :c

-gulp!-

8D

basically, my face is shining, just by looking at it.

Did you know?
I had attempted to edit all these on Monday last week...
When I was SUPER hungry, awaiting for my college bus DX

I really know when to edit mouth-watering pictures -_____-;;

Anyway, on Christmas morning, this is what I had :)

Christmas pie :D

yeah, with the reindeer and Christmas Tree XD

btw, I got the moulds for this, so muahahahahhaahaaa :K
I'll be baking some Christmas cookies this year with them :K

My share of the pie <3

Of course, after Christmas, there was still some dinners and others to attend.
and after that, I chiong-ed my assignments =___=

Yeah, 2 weeks of breaks and I chiong-ed assignments.
I know. What a life ._.

Well, anyways...

I've decided that I'd make cakes and sell them if there's an order.
(self-promoting rofl)

So by the time I'm out of college,
I hope to be able to earn some cash... (Say... RM1000 in 4 years?)
out of this business.

Yes, people, you heard me right.
"BUSINESS".

Because before the year ended, I had an order for a cake :)
This was how it turned out :D

When the glaze hasn't hardened.

Chocolistically-deli-much? :D

I know ;)

Oh yeah.

It was ONE TALL cake.

(note: 'was'. I sold it, and it was finished on the same day itself :x)

It was just THAT good :D

Final outlook before it disappeared completely.

From me, that is.
My friend had ordered it for her grandmother's B-Day :D

She didn't want much deco as she said she'd do the writing herself.
Fair enough :)

So I asked her to send me a pic of the final outlook of the cake.

.... yeah, I shouldn't have credited this photo as my own...

but, oh well.

It was the only photo I have, she said the others were blur XD
lol

And after a while, mum claimed she can't eat eggs.
Chinese elderly said that people who underwent surgery mustn't eat eggs.
They cause swelling in the stomach :/

So she bugged me into making this:

Bread pudding rofl.

Portuguese-style!

with limited ingredients...

Close-up, out from the oven :D

It was... eggifying :/
but okay XD
even if it was eggifying XD
(note: it was eggifying because I had put in 4 eggs when they asked for 4 :x)

It didn't stop me from making more though :D

Unfortunately for you though,
I only have one photo of this bread pudding.

I didn't bother snapping anymore after that :x

Following that,
Mum had ordered a cake;
Cheesecake, for my sister's B-day.

And my sister asked for

Chocolate Crust

(like Secret Recipe) :D

So, I decided to make it extra special by making decorations!
(following YouTube's advise :)

Here was what I ended up with!

Homemade marzipan, with not-so-homemade colouring :c

Yes, it's a rose, and yes, the background of it is
loose marzipan.
There IS another uncoloured rose behind it.

In the end, I didn't place the rose on the cake.
(It looked too out of place rofl)

Now, say hello to ze CAKE!!

My second cheesecake!

(Ignoring other people's advice and following the recipe exactly) XD

See?

It's such a high cake :o
And delicious, too! :D

I know you want it! :D

Yessssss...

It was terribly delicious XD

Especially after 2 days of baking :o

As P Gip was here with us during my sister's bday,

she ordered one 2kg cake as well.

Chocolate though, this time.

:o

Okay, this one was nice, but it wasn't up to my expectations.
I think I should watch the baking time more closely x_x

This was the cake that I stayed up on until 3am in the morning XD
Well, P Gip tipped me as well so lol...


For the last closing picture of this baking expedition/food update,
I give you... PERSIMMON!!!

So cute, we couldn't really eat it lol.

XD

That's all folks!

*btw, HAPPY CHINESE NEW  YEAR!
(I'll be posting my trip to Malacca soon;
and properly wish you then.)

Til next time! :D

Finally!

Woo yeah!

Hey people! 'sup!

Yeah, I know.

I'm late (again!) with my Christmas greetings and New Year wishes.
So, Merry Christmas and Happy New Years! :D

There are many things that are worth blogging about between the times...
but I simply can't coz I'm currently undertaking some other businesses for now.

When I've finished with those, I will update you :D

For now, I'll just update about the 19th Dec 2011.

I brought this to my college :D

Can you read, can you read?! :D
"Merry Christmas" :D
*okay, ugly drawing, sorry, can't help it D:

It was supposed to be 2-tiers, but the cream was so good that I decided to keep one for myself :x
It was Awesomeeeeeeeeeeee!! :D

Another pic :D

Yeah, you read right.
"Welcome home Mum" in Squiggles :D

Why "Welcome Home"?
Cause on the 18th, my Mum was discharged from the hospital after her surgery.
Oh, don't worry; she went under the knife for fibrosis.

But now she's okay :)
Recovering well... just couldn't drive or work yet :x

I have another awesome chocolate-y picture to show you,
but now is not the time.

I've yet to transfer all finger-licking pictures from phone to computer for editing.
(Yes, THAT back-dated rofl)

For now, I have to leave.
See you, and have a blessed New Year :D

New KAT-TUN (Junno)

Hey guys!

How are ya'll doing?
You know what?

I'm going to talk about KAT-TUN in another 5 seconds or so,
so if you don't wanna hear about KAT-TUN, I suggest that you leave.

This instant!

BEEP.

OKAY, KAT-TUN TALK!!

Just recently,
(about a month ago)
I managed to work my way through adding songs into my iPhone 4.

And I think you would know that I've been song-less (in my iPhone)
for quite some time now (say... 11 months or so? Almost a year :/)

Then, when I've finally understood the downloading process, I was SUPER happy.

And that's when I decided to go ahead and grab some KAT-TUN songs.
While doing so, I stumbled across this (new) released track on Youtube!
:D

And then I watched the whole video :o

OH yeaaaaaaa!!!
[Name: Run For You]
*I the way they say "run", if you listen closely, it becomes "lun" XD

Junnosuke looking hot & young with his new haircut! <3333333
You have NO IDEA XD

Don't bother looking through the whole vid?
WHY?! You should!! This song is super addicting! :D

Here's a pic rofl XD

<3333333333333 That haircut, OMGosh!!
Looking so much better than in the past rofl XD

Of course, you should TOTALLY watch the WHOLE vid XD
I also like the fact that he's in a extremely cold room rofl XD

YESSSSSS JUNNO...
Freezeee in my the colddddd rooooommm XD XD XD
Then I can have you ALL to myself 
rofl rofl rofl rofl!!!

*NO, I'm just joking,
Gosh, I'm having such a laugh writing this hahahahahaha XD

Another vid I want to show you ! :D


Diamond, a theme song for the baseball games, I think.

But the point of this vid is NOT the baseball.
In fact, it's their clothing!

Didcha see?!
They were all wearing smart casual dressing!
♥♥♥ Junno's suit !!

And I'm thinking...
He could blend in UCTI very well as a foreign student from Japan,
studying Foundation in my intake...

And there isn't too many people in ♥ with J-Pop/Rock in my group too...
And since there's only, like... a total of 7 girls in my class...

PLENTY OF CHANCES FOR ME!! XD

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!

I'm just joking, haha!
Like I said, I'm laughing while writing this.

SO not me, I know rofl.
But still... it's great fun XD

Sorry, Junno, but I seriously ♥♥♥ your short black hair like that XD
Totally my taste! (rofl moment again)

*I am so going to read this one year from now and laugh my eyes out
with my enthusiastic writing style XD
... and I'll forever remember how much I laughed writing this post rofl.


Lastly, the Hypen signs out! :D

Looking forward to more KAT-TUN songs :)
*The songs are already out, but I'll stick with old news first ♥

New Skin!!

Wootsss!!

I officially now have a new blogskin!
and in the real blogger style, too! XD XD

I mean, in a real template-like kind of skin,
not the the Classic type, but the real, upgraded skin...

Called...
Blogger Template :D

Yesh, so sophisticated! :)


Blog Header! :D


Footer!!

Do you see that bottom credits down there??


Oh yes, people.
Read that!! :D

If you are wondering what the he-*beep!* is Real Face, Smile, Remember, One Drop, and Signal...
well, they're just song names by my fav J-Rock band, KAT-TUN.

Yeah, I love them, and crazy enough to download their songs and listen to them 24/7,
but not crazy enough to make get a blogskin out of them XD
That would be too OVER. lol

I honestly don't like people's faces in my blog skin.
That's just... wrong. In my opinion.

Soon, I'm going to put in a "header photo" that matches with my blog "Wintry" theme :D
And I'm also drawing up elaborate plans to actually create "Seasons" for my blog :x

Who knows, maybe next year,
I could even win one of the awards from Nuffnang's Asia Pacific Blog Awards 2012! :D
*extreme-optimism here rofl.
... for design :D

So... stay tuned!
That blog's header's pic is coming...
on the way! :D

Awesome Weekend!

So I'll now report to you what happened last weekend.

It was an awesome one of back-to-back baking and outings :D

First up, I told you that I'll bake, right?
And I kept my promise.

Even though I only had like...

80g of butter AND

absolutely NO blocks of cooking chocolates XD

Thank goodness there was still an abundance of other stuff :D
*Of course, those other stuff was the main reason why I was baking anyway
in the first place x.x haha

And heeeeeeeeeeeeere's the result!!
*Truth was, I wanted to 'celebrate' my besties' and my birthday for 2011.

The cake turned out awesome for Saturday!
But it was the wrong Saturday :(

SR was having a morning project, so we met up at the Mall instead XD

Cake Piccccc!! :D
*oh before that, guess what this is! :D


Dum dum dum!!
Meringueeees! :D
Pronounced MUH-RANGS. haha XD

They were my deco on my otherwise "mudcake" :D

Anyways, real photo of the Chocolate Mud Cake!!


AWESOMENESS!!
(though small hehe)

Oh, I'd love to liken that shiny dark brown chocolate to chocolate sauce...
but that is not the case.
It's just... Chocolate ganache made with REAL eating chocolate yummeh!!

A closer look to the cake :9

The space is for cream writing :D
*planned to be made by real chocolate cream with minimum whipping cream :D

That's the difference of store-bought and home-made :P
It LOOKED DAMN AWESOME!
Oh, yes. With a DAMN :D

Yes, people.
3D-themed mushroom :o
Sadly, I didn't have any food colouring,
else I would've painted a little for the mushroom :x
*but then you'd get scared too :/

Close-up pic of my favourite SNOWMAN!!
Oh my, he's just basking in Coolness and awesomeness XD XD

♥♥♥♥♥ Him lotsss!!

So, it was closer to Halloween than Christmas...
But meh! :D
Why not make some lil' devils too? :x
That's what I did, but Mum didn't receive it too well.
So in Dad's mouth it went XD XD

Another shot of the Chrirstmas Chocolate Mud Cake! :D


All these shots were taken on Saturday morning.
Cause after that, I was to go out on an outing with my besties♥!!

[As mentioned earlier, SR had a morning appointment with her college,
so chele and I WALKED.]
And finally inpromptu-ly stopped in the middle of Marrakash for a photo session XD
It happened to cross our minds about pictures while walking there, so... XD

Yes, that's how spontaneous we were :D

The best pic that I have :D
*sorry SR. I don't have a pic of we three.

Yet again D:

Anyways, we two walk walk walk and
then chose clothes to change into later when SR comes XD

Then we decided we were hungry,
so we went off to eat something.

chele, being the Laksa lover, wanted to eat Laksa XD
And I, suddenly had the urge to eat Tenppayaki o.o
Of course the Laksa lover didn't want to eat Tenppayaki...
But the Tenppayaki didn't mind eating Laksa.

So after walking around the Mall, trying to locate the shops,
we finally found our second-last resort XD

Ah Cheng Laksa, in Asian Av.
Here is what I got:


Yesh, people. It was a set.
Curry Laksa and Longan :o
You know how much it was?
RM8.60
(I think)

Quite okay also :o
I suppose it's because their renting space is seriously small,
so they can afford a cheaper price compared to the other shops.
(including the Tenppayaki rofl)

After SR came, we talked and walked and tried on some clothes and then parted.
It was great to have met up with my besties again :D

And we all made a solemn oath to not have bfs again.
In college XD XD XD

*okay, not true.
We just agreed amongst ourselves that we wouldn't get any bfs in college :x
So, heads up white! No bfs for you! >:(
ahahahahahahhahhaha!!

Anyways, when I got back
(Thanks chele's mum! :D)

Guess what happened? :(

errr... yeah.
Looks like someone some people couldn't resist the temptation of a sitting/waiting
Christmas Chocolate Mud Cake D:

My family members could not resist just watching it from the fridge XD
ahahha!!

Like I said, I ♥♥♥ this guy! :D
I think he's sooooo coooooooooooooooool! :D

Also, I got a pleasant surprise from ezine articles too that day! :D

They emailed me my gifts :D XD
♥ them!!

On Sunday, we had Sakae Sushi for lunch.
But I didn't really enjoy it :/
Next time, when I don't worry too much about money
(or in an all-you-can-eat-sushi)
I'll stuff myself maxxxx :D

*uhm, yes, that's how I "enjoy" my sushi XD
So I didn't enjoy when I wasn't stuffing myself and looking at the price instead :(

Something hotate! :D
Yup, the scallop is at the bottom.
Heaven knows what's on top... ah, whatev.
Just eat it! :D

Yummeh :D

Well, needless to say, the cake didn't last long...
But at least now I have some ideas on my Christmas cake! :o
I know what I'm going to bake now XD

Hello November

You know, I just realized that I hadn't done a November post yet.
Funny, eh?

It's already the 10th November.
Tomorrow, it's going to be the 11/11/11.
People say it's a special date... maybe it is.

Since I'm going to do what I love to do tomorrow...
which is... baking!!

[Oh my gosh... How I long for my very own homemade cream puff,
sitting here in my college's syndicate room! ;'(]

Okay, I don't know what I'm going to bake or how I'm going to bake.
All I know is... I'm going to bake! :D

It should be a little cake, because I don't have much butter.
And I don't like the hassle of getting the ingredients :/

BUT BUT BUT!
Ever since the first lesson in college, I said something I really shouldn't have.
SH*T.

That was... "I love baking..."
Cause ever since then, all my college-mates have been looking forward to something to eat :x
Like a cake or something. Oh man.

*Okay, I know it's a joke.
But joke with me a few times about this and
I'll honestly actually bake something and bring it over o_o

Maybe this?? :o



Of course, I'll do that when there's enough ingredients! :D

Right now, I wanna do some little thing for my besties♥
Not sure if this will work out.
Hopefully.

I believe I should start making some money out of my [baking] skills 8D
At least I can earn some extra income, yes? ;)

hm... there is a lot of thoughts to think about...



Oh, PS.
(I know this is going to give me trouble, but I'll say it anyways :P)
That first chicken picture?
Oh yeah, I made everything there.
Except for the salad and tomato :P
Including the yellow mush thing.
It's actually potato salad :D

Another update!

Hey there! :D

Yup, it's been awhile, and if everything goes on smoothly,
I'll actually publish this post AT HOME.
(No, the internet isn't readily available yet - it still goes on when it wants to
and drops when it wants to.)

So... I'll just give you a better update with some photos to boot!

First of all:
Premier of The Three Musketeers @ Berjaya Times Square
If you had followed me on Twitter, you would know when.

If you didn't... well... the premier was on the 6th October 8D
Awesome, it was!!

The place where we collected the tickets, were these:

 3 Musketeers!!!... errr... what's that lady over there doing?? lol

 with the Fencing Organization from... Subang? I think??


yeah...

Then I got them tickets!!

Wooo HOOO!!
*oh, there's a lady there lol.
Eh, wait a minute, why is there 4 people? o_o

After that, I wash my specs *cause I needed to see clearly lol
and then we entered the cinema.

I think my family was the most excited of all the viewers there O_O

We apparently were the first to line up and the first to grab our 3D glasses
and the first to grab our free seating o.o

errr yeah, lol.

The movie was AWESOME!!
But seriously, I think it lacked the logical factor :/
Still... it was pretty funny and fantastic!

Go watch, if you have the chance!!

Secondly:

On the 8th of October...
This happened:

 Yup, the car... met an accident... with the tree.

Actually, it's the tree that got an accident with the car.
Because that Saturday, there was a storm and all, so the tree fell on the car, across the road.
Yes, people. Read: The tree fell on the car from across the road =.=;;

So now, it's still in repair :/
Expensive repair.

Thirdly:
On Saturday, the 15th:

I made a chocolate cake :9

But the best part of it was actually, the chocolate swirl! Yummehhh!!

 Ohhhh look at that *drools*

 So...
AWESOMELY FANTASTICALLY FABULOUS!!
And... it's made of 50% unsweeted cocoa powder and 50% butter.
READ: NO SUGAR OR MILK.

*bittttterrrrrrr*

But at least the cake wasn't!

 Oh yeah! Final product!

Unfortunately, it was too sweet (frosting)
I accidentally put too much sugar, following the American-styled recipe :x

The cake is Fabulous, though.
The first time ever it came out wonderfully moist and dense :9

Fourthly:


In college:
The Mehregan Festival :D
There were dancing, and musical entertainment and lots of things.
Unfortunately, I only have a pic to let you see... That too, only the stage :/
Sorry! I was too far back :/

Fifthly:

I paid a visit to a tall building in KL :D

Wonderful view, right? :D

Loved the view! <3


Sixthly:

No pic for this, sorry!
I've updated my iPhone 4 to iOS 5 :D

That's the good news. The bad news is, it was done in college,
so all the Apps weren't synced and so that means...

I've lost ALL my Contacts.
If you have my number, please send me an SMS with just your name.
I'll add you in :)

Thank you!!

Oh WOW!!

OH WOW OH WOW OH WOW LOLOLOL!! XD

I'm really super excited here, since 5pm today.
I didn't just finish the whole WYD Day #10,

because I also won RM100 from FlyFM and 4 movie passes to
The Three Musketeers preview... in 3D 8D 8D 8D



which I think it's awesome :D :D :D

*time to go and bug both my Mum and Dad to make free time then <3

THANK YOU LORD :D
I think I shall go and sleep soon XD
It's been an awesome day today :D