Okay.
Keep this in your imagination.
Imagine me super angry, super upset.
Really upset.
No, viciously upset.
Ultimately UPSET.
Done?
Good.
Cause that was what I was like.
Until I made both my parents angry x.x
Of course I was angry enough not to care
But the funny thing was, I was going to a retreat.
Who, in going to a retreat, makes others angry [as if on purpose]?
The reason I was angry was because of a teaching that Dad was advising me, but I took it as a scolding...
and then said as if someone else was to blame.
When a hundred and one thoughts run through your head,
you would not be thinking of a Christian way of solving it.
And that was exactly what I had done.
Not that I cared.
At the retreat, I listened, and forgot about the row I had at home.
And I'm beginning to wonder if God wanted to bring this row to me for a reason...
I had cooled off, but I didn't acknowledge the fact that I had fought.
Because I didn't want to.
OKAY?
*sigh*
*shrug*
Nights.
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