Saturday, November 13, 2010

Saturday Drama

Okay.

Keep this in your imagination.
Imagine me super angry, super upset. 







Really upset.
No, viciously upset.







Ultimately UPSET.






Done?





Good.
Cause that was what I was like.
Until I made both my parents angry x.x


Of course I was angry enough not to care
But the funny thing was, I was going to a retreat.

Who, in going to a retreat, makes others angry [as if on purpose]?
The reason I was angry was because of a teaching that Dad was advising me, but I took it as a scolding...
and then said as if someone else was to blame.

When a hundred and one thoughts run through your head, 
you would not be thinking of a Christian way of solving it.
And that was exactly what I had done.
Not that I cared.


At the retreat, I listened, and forgot about the row I had at home.

And I'm beginning to wonder if God wanted to bring this row to me for a reason...
I had cooled off, but I didn't acknowledge the fact that I had fought.


Because I didn't want to.
OKAY?

*sigh*

*shrug*
Nights.

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