60th post.

Oh wow. Nothing to talk about. Again D:

Too bad I didn't grab some photos yesterday of MISSION IMPOSSIBLE # 3.
If not, I'll shout;

WOO HOO!! MY 5TH CHARITY WORK!!!

Ok, not very good. ;(

But still XD
Lady Boss had printed about 100 flyers on our printer, which caused it to run out of ink.
The next day, she instructed Agent M12 to photocopy another 100, which cost about... RM5.00
Turns out, above 100 copies will earn you a discount of 50%

LOL, wasting money...

Then she rushed us all [Agent M12 and I; Man Boss had other work to do] out of the house, then proudly declared that we were going to distribute flyers to cars. x.x

So there we went, off to Giant Hypermarket [the area around it, actually]
I wore a cap [Lady Boss insisted] to [cover] protect my face [incase the general public scold us] from the sun.

After being briefed, [she sent us] we went along together and put the flyers.

LOL? My sister was STOPPED 3 times! [One of them by the policeman]

==;

After heading back to our headquarters, Lady Boss told us that there's another MISSION IMPOSSIBLE -- #4!!

STAY TUNED FOR MORE FUN AND EXCITEMENT!!

=P

WOOOAAHHH...

Hasn't it been a VERY VERY VERY long time since I actually BLOGGED?!
Yeah, DUH! -__-

It was even before I quit Neopets, looking at the last post... which then I spent time on RC, then after it became addicting, I quit, then spent Internet time on MSN, onemanga.com, ... watching anime, then Neopets again [am I boring you? I suppose so. Too bad :( ] before finally coming back here. Boy, I thought I'll never see that bar up there...lol!

Ok, so the inspiration must be from SR's blog. I remember how I used to looooooooooooooooooooooove blogging. Then I suddenly quit. Guess there's nothing eventful to blog about D: D: D:

I should go out more and like, live more or something -.-


But for now, there is :D
Last night's [birthday] party, as my mum put it.
I've never seen my mum so upset on Friday the 9th. It nearly made me cry, too. That's why I had to have that party.

OK, let's not get sidetracked here -__-
First off, I wanna give special credit to Michele and She-Reen who helped me 'publitize' the party. A toast to you guys!
Then, I also wanna thank Mum for picking the menu and making her special Smile Thai Fruit Punch! YUM!!
And, my sister, for joining me there on the table and serving my guests lavishly. Thank you ^^
[though I know you want me to do the same for you soon one day -.-]
Lastly, for all those who came, thank you for your time and presents :) I love them all :)

So... at 7.30, two of my guests arrive. Then came one by one... until the last four, which all came one shot. [due to the jam at that hour I suppose XD ]


First, came the snacks, Fried Sausages and Dried Beef [considered a staple diet in my Thailand kampung], Fried Tofu and Calamari, Fried Chicken Wings [House Special :) ], lastly, Pineapple Fried Rice :D [no pic of that :( ]
I seriously expected more to come out [guess I'm used to eating a BIG DINNER with my family during birthdays ;D ]. But since Kritz said he was full, I suppose everyone else was full as well. ^^
We then started chatting, and had a few good laughs [I know I did =P]
For once, I didn't feel left out.

After 30 minutes of chatting, the Strawberry Chocolate [or Chocolate Strawberry] Cake from Secret Rescipe came out and landed on the table. =x

Luckily Mum reminded me to blow the candles before they melted XD
Otherwise I wouldn't have blown them =X

After the cake, it was... PRESENTS TIME!!

Here they are;

From Chai Yin, Michele, Shu Qiong and She-Reen =)
A totally unexpected [and cherished] gift.

From Phyllis. I like the inspirational quote there.
"GOD'S WORK, DONE in GOD'S WAY WILL NEVER LACK OF GOD'S SUPPLY"
- Hudson Taylor
Reminds me of the countless blessings He has given me... and will give me. Thank you, Lord.
The pendrive is sitting snuggly in there, lol.

And, lastly, from Karmern, Kian Siong, Kritz and Tiong Hsien.
LOL. I still can't believe that I asked them, "You SERIOUS AH?!"
Aiyoh, malu de ^^u

Thanks guys! I love your presents lots :)

As for those who didn't come, I don't have anything to say but this.
You were invited, regardless of how you heard about this party [because it was an 'open party', so there was no official guest list.] I guess it's just too bad that this oppertunity was wasted. *shrugs*

What I do apologize though, is for those who hadn't heard about this. Honestly, my credit ran out, and my internet was down. =(

P.S. SPECIAL THANKS TO MY DAD FOR MY NEW LAPPIE :*

Front cover :3

Glossy Screen~~~

"Bouncy Keypad" *.*

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT :3

Late post. This is.
Weird. Weird. Weird. ==

ARGH!!!!!!!!!! BLEH.

It feels like I've been swallowed in and vomited back out.

That's what you get when you don't think calmly and coolly and just respond to the stimulation around you. Then you realized, 'I should have never opened my mouth.'

But honestly, being a Catholic is very difficult.
[well, nobody said it was easy == ]
And there are times when I wished I had a sort of higher intellect to guide my thoughts, words and actions so that it could make my [Catholic] life easier.

But of course, I am human, and I don't have that higher intellect to guide me.
BUT HOW I WISH :(

And there are times when one word of 'sorry' is not enough. The mind won't leave me at peace.
It nags and nags about the things I could have done, or should have done [or what I shouldn't have done :( ].

The worse is the guilt that it leaves mercilessly behind. I hate it. And I don't know who put those thoughts in, or what to do with it.

To me, there are 3 kinds of thoughts that I've heard with my mind's ears.

1. My conscience/guardian angel
2. My imagination
3. The Devil's

And to think of it, there's a weird order of things that one could hear the thoughts that is discerned as 'evil' as one of your own.
They pop-up suddenly without warning, and keep coming continuously.

There are many a time that I've tried to forget it, but it still comes, in my moment of weakness as if to tell me, 'You've fallen! You've fallen! You are very humanly after all!! God will forgive you, but those people would NOT!!'

And that's the time I want to cry push everything down the small neck of the bottle and seal it up with a cork.

I can't see God. I can't hear Him every so often. But I can see those people and hear them.
And that's why it's too much. That's why I can't take it in. And I see the unjust happening, the reports of certain brainless individuals who want to disrupt peace and fairness... that are too much.

And then there are those in power, who don't practice nilai 1.10. What, I ask, are they doing? Why are there no reports of action taken? If it were the other way around, if it were us doing it, and not them.... the authorities would've come down hard on us already, long ago, right after the article came out.

And what, I ask, is being done for their crime? If we say, 'Let God give them their punishment', should they be saying that too? If that's the case, we don't need prisons, police officers, not even the authorities! But the world is an unjust place, and there would still be unjust as long as there is just. We'll just have to suck it up and put on a brave face and say, 'God knows what He is doing. May He forgive you.'

And it boils back down to me.

Yes, I want to leave this place because I cannot stand it. I cannot UNDERstand what is happening as they have already OVERstand their ground and is looking to oppress others. I want to migrate to Australia/Japan where things such as these does not happen.

I am not blind, and I do not like what I see. I have never liked the look of it.
That's why I've decided, that I will have to stay and fight. I don't know if I can win, but I'll have to fight.

I just hope, what I fight, won't be like that fight that happened when the line between good and bad was blurred, which caused the Devil to win.


Maybe then, those taunting thoughts that come will be put at rest.

What a serious and vague issue. ^^u

How about a penny for your thoughts? :D